do you really know me
do you know what brings the spark into my eyes
have you gotten the chance to understand me
and why I take long sighs as if life could ever give me a break
or do you want to keep going along with your misconceptions and what you’ve branded me to be in your mind and your story
see what drives me
is getting past the first impressions
car rides of full silence
I want to know all of you
what brings you joy
your favorite food
what makes you laugh
what still makes you sad
we can’t change the past
but I can continue to write my story
so this idea of me that you have that I’m arrogant
and lonely
I’m fulfilled in many ways but you are the mystery that became very confusing
when you retire from the games
and look past the appearance and ask the right questions then you’ll see why my heart shines more than my smile
I can write my heart away but telling you this is a story for another day this will never be a good bye but a see you around
You can drag me along and try to make me feel as miserable or you send me away to where ever you feel like I belong
I’m not perfect absolutely
You take parts of me and things you think you know and think you have it figured out and for that
You’ll never really know who she is