I do this again And again And again Hurt the ones that I love When love’s all I intend To stay true to its course To renew its remorse To resort To finality’s Looming divorced From reality’s How much I try Just to fail Disappoint you Go down with the ship As you bail Walk away Without saying If this is goodbye That you’d really feel Better off Waiting to die Or devising Some sooner conclusion Exclusion Of me and you lost To the cost Of delusion But needless Assurances Meet expectations Like promises break Before I even make them Just stake them through hearts And return to my coffin My solitude tombs Of increasingly often Immersed in your silence Where my mistakes shriek I am puny, Irrelevant, Useless, And weak