This insane amount of vain,
You and i being the ******* puppet of this never ending word game...
It makes me drown deep in this pain...

Every time you knock in with an apology...
Makes me sink in this dual pedagogy!
The words passed earlier had no meaning,
In the end, these walls held all of my screaming.!

Sometimes i mean the world to you,
The other times, I feel like just another girl standing for you in the que...

You come and lit my love for you...
The fire grows and catches desires..
Desire to feel loved,
Desire to feel admired,
which are then lost in hue!

Ain't this all my fault?
I loved the way no one should love...
I kept you all above!
I let all this happen to me...
The fake hope,
The shattered heart,
The sorrowed smile,
The scrached scars!!

Still m here hoping for the fact that this won't hurt this time....
Loving you had been a heinous crime!
The crime i am still repenting
Spending night sniveling...

What did i do to love you?