Her touch was heart warming A smile that melts the soul The sparkle in her eyes when she stares Opened up never did that before Feeling vulnerable lots of trust Things going right very unsettling Being wrong hurts most poor judgment Learning to cope understand the new Hard to go back to the old ways Lay in bed hard to sleep alone again Missing the company not the bad attitude Full of emotions drained left empty inside Desired those addictive yearnings That kiss became loveless no connection Emotionless gaze became a cold glance Taunted by failed love from the past Mocked by memories with cravings Not able to get that drug sick fix