I am afraid to love you again
I want to feel that love and then some again
but not the hurt.

You tell me that you can't keep doing 'this' to me
I must ask what is 'this'
and if you can't then why do you?

I think what you meant was
You don't want to hurt me because I don't deserve it and I will go away
You don't want the consequences of your actions
But the thing is
You just don't know how to do that

And although I could stick around an wait for you to work on it and figure it out
I dont' want to.
Changing a behavior takes trial and error
I do not want to risk that.