I wish I’d kissed you in that cinema parking lot
while we froze not wanting to go home
I wish I’d held your hand on that walk
winter sun seeping through our skin

I wish I’d told you I loved you
in the front seat of your car
barely able to breathe we were laughing so hard

I wish I hadn’t been scared
and it didn’t still make my heart hurt
that you were the best thing I could have had