I just wanna feel something, someone not just my days all being blended into one depression, investments, they’re all up actually, they swallow me up but in the stomach of existential dread I feel freer in my head without all these man-made structures they want to let my rivers run red and leave me to the vultures it's the culture we live in, who do we reprimand? who would understand? take me back to ancestral land devoted to my our sacred place among the ecosystem not trying to oversee them we are not God, we are not omnipotent to the creator, we are nothing more than a rodent which fills its niche, which helps another fill theirs we are not individuals in a vacuum but complex affairs