I'm scared. I'm scared that if I show you all of me, you'll leave. You'll leave because I'm too much and overwhelming. How am I supposed to open up? Knowing there's a chance you'll get caught in the cross fire of my emotions like the others. Yes I'm sensitive and clingy and I like to talk a lot and yes sometimes I may overreact. But deep down, I have the biggest heart of anyone you or I will ever meet. I live in this world where I feel alone. And I have this belief that if I find the one who cares to listen, I can show them who I really am and they can be apart of my beautifully chaotic inner world and I will never have to face those feelings alone again. I want what people have in the movies. A love that consumes me. A love that sweeps me off my feet and cures all my problems. But that isn't realistic. Movies are a fantasy and this is reality. And in reality, I am sensitive and clingy and tend to overreact. And chances are, you'll never meet the real me. So I will write it all here. Letting the strangers online read my inner thoughts because I am too scared to share them with you. And if anyone bothers to take the time to read this, thank you.