on july 13th, 2013: George Zimmerman a florida native with a history of violence was found not guilty for the ****** of unarmed 17 year old African American boy Trayvon Martin claiming self defense
on may 8th, 2012 African American, Marissa Alexander: a florida native with no history of violence was sentenced to 20 years in prison for discharging a warning shot out of self defense from the wrath of her abusive ex- husband
marissa, i often wonder how you felt on july 13th when you heard the Trayvon Martin verdict did you feel the heaviness of invisible shackles weighing your hands and feet down like you had stepped into the 1600s? did you feel a surge of anger burn through your throat like i did for you?
did you ask yourself if you should’ve continued letting your husband play picasso on you? Letting your body be his work of art as he splattered blotches of black and blue making a tie-dyed canvas out of you? because the jury treated the bruises you wore as if they were the plague saying beware of a black woman who protects herself it takes 20 years of solitary confinement to cure her of this disease
marissa, are you afraid of the skin of bullseyes your two children were born into knowing that society will use them for target practice every day like they did for you?
can you not sleep at night out of fear anytime your child pulls a hood over his head that he is marking himself as sacrifical lambs to our legal system?
did you tell your mother the next day to burn your babies black hoodies because on July 13th it was made known being black and wearing a hood means danger that being black and wearing a hood means you have a hunger for ****** that being black and wearing a hood means you have cosigned to a persecution? and yet…we all seem to forget the ones in white that fit the same description
marissa, i hope you’re starting to see America has OCD wanting to color within the same lines, with the same two colors segregating black and white neglecting to realize that blood and blood shed never bleed out in the same two colors just look at the crime scenes of Trayvon Martin and your ex-husband
marissa, from now on when you bite your tongue while eating don’t spit the blood out leave it, let it settle, then swallow and let it be a reminder of all the trayvon martins, all the emmett tills, all the james birds, and all the little black boys who died for standing their ground like you tried to
marissa, i know you feel like god abadoned you as if he stabbed you into the back and sent you on a suicide mission but please know you are my symbol of hope you are my hero the woman i wish to emulate and be you are the one i pray for at sunday night dinners while holding the one hand of my black mother and the other hand of my white father hoping one day america can sing free at last and actually mean that hoping one day america can be blended and still be considered alright hoping america will stop painting pictures in only black and white