Dec 2020
How can I feel the extreme pain of loss and deepest dark despair,
from something that reality affirms was never mutually there?
I loved you and my heart stands witness to every lie you told,
yet it is I who loved for real that is left to feel the frigid cold.
You made me feel both my very best and my very worst,
leaving my mind torn by memory that is both loved and cursed?
from something that reality affirms was never mutually there?
I loved you and my heart stands witness to every lie you told,
yet it is I who loved for real that is left to feel the frigid cold.
You made me feel both my very best and my very worst,
leaving my mind torn by memory that is both loved and cursed?
Only those you give you heart to can make you feel like this.... how does a mind reconcile both the happiness and sadness of such emotions? The lies still hurt.
