you know that song? everyone has one.
it’s a windy october morning, a winter evening, a silent memory, 2am when I didn’t say it but I wanted to, saying goodbye, frozen Pennsylvania in November, stillness and regret, full of love and intensity and ache and hate, blaming me, blaming him. I can feel this song. I can smell it. I can see it when I close my eyes. you gave me an entire world in this song. how do I miss it and never want to know it again just the same? how did you change an entire year of my life with just one song?