too busy feeling sorry for myself to listen to them, my pain hurts others in unforgivable ways, when can I stop fighting this battle? coz that's when I can stop fighting them
their trust and love I don't deserve. this battle isn't theirs, its mine
I need to do what's right, one touch and it's all gone. then I can stop hiding, stop fighting against them. breathe one last breath they'll cry for a day, but realise its all for the best
things will be easier for them, not just me. the war I'm fighting- over I admit defeat