too busy feeling sorry for myself
to listen to them,
my pain hurts others in unforgivable ways,
when can I stop fighting this battle?
coz that's when I can stop fighting them
their trust and love
I don't deserve.
this battle isn't theirs,
its mine
I need to do what's right,
one touch and it's all gone.
then I can stop hiding,
stop fighting
against them.
breathe one last breath
they'll cry for a day,
but realise its all for the best
things will be easier
for them, not just me.
the war I'm fighting- over
I admit defeat
i'm sorry
like sorry can cut it