I don't know what I want in this life, so many possibilities but bound to one fate. My mind is a free spirit, but my body is a trapped soul. I fantasize of things I want, but know i'll never get. I say things I don't mean, but if you said it don't you mean it? My thoughts are at war, it's a massacre. I feel things all at once, or nothing at all. I told you from the get go I was t o x i c