I lose it everyday
somewhat different
but always the same
as strange as this sound
forever up, never down
it's a scared place to be
a walk inside of me
the mania never stops
this moods complex plots
like I'm yelling at me
with breath ******* in knots
being unable to scream
your grips to extreme
being host to your cause
you have left me so lost
as your castaway
I lie and I waste...