Sooooo I washed my hair last night. Not because it was gross just because I had the motivation. I know this whole motivation thing is absurd. Only doing things when I feel like my body can withstand them. The audacity of it all.
Sooooo I didn't tie my shoe on the way to lunch. Not because I didn't want to. Just because it felt as if I would snap. One more stretch and the whole system would be out of whack.
Sooooo I did something I didn't need to do. Washing my hair so I could feel more real. Using my new found motivation in favor of my future.
On the contrary, I didn't do something I needed to do. Tying my shoe so I could walk without stumble. Conserving my energy all for the fall. Not breaking in the action but breaking from the reaction.