Something within is festering A mighty storm of rage Swirling, twirling Making me ill It fills me with an Unending angst I think I know where it's from But I have no idea How to rid myself of it If I am honest It's made a home within me I nurture it with darkness Feeding it the parts of myself I don't want others to see We have a sort of agreement, now In return for keeping it alive It reminds me that I am too It makes my heart race with passion It makes me dizzy with ideas That I couldn't possibly act out I'm sure it's dangerous But now we're symbiotic And it's convincing me I can't live without it
I know it's parasitic, but sometimes you just don't want to resist.