I am not OK Today it felt like a VICE around my throat abandoned by my mind as the moments crept in threatening to take it all back make me return but I hate you not for ending it if anything that was the greatest thing you could have done I hate you because when I was with you I was a COWARD and I wasted too much time trying to be what you WANTED instead of who I WAS
I wrote this poem to express a relationship that I thought was the answer. I gave up a lot to be in the relationship. Lost people who I thought cared about me. Even though I was angry and hurt, I've come to realize that it was a blessing in disguise as it showed me who really cared and how unhappy I really was