I don’t want to do this I just want to hide, just curl up in a ball while I wait here to die I don’t know what to say when you ask me what’s wrong I wish I could tell you but I’m just not that strong
the truth is, that I just don’t feel like living in a world so judgemental, so cold, unforgiving I give it my all all this world does is take and it still makes no difference It’s always the same
I could just disappear and no one would lose sleep there’d be someone there in my place in a week I just don’t want to do this I just want to hide I’m curled up in the darkness just waiting to die
not even sure what triggered this episode. I felt great when I first woke up