-I-
Adoration-
Somnambulists cast
paradise magic, allowing a thimble to fall
upon the floor of our private heaven
(a perfect disquiet to our loving)
We daily reveal our reclusive
sensitivities, a flash (a lowered head, laughing distinctly)
Trailing close behind German poets/path of devotion, a second summit of their passionate influence, rippling generations ago now:
(vineyards caught by grasping suddenness/placating daytime/fig & flame/false tower of Babel, ornamental ruin/he feels owed the sensations of an active spirit, to repent the contrary forces within him/myself)
-II-
& upon my reflection in the Cabaret of Hell,
I see a gate perched at the base of my wondrous
Sehnsucht-apparition
BLUE MOON WALLFLOWER
(or perhaps the other way around?)
Overtaken by oscillating darkness/hall of mirrors (memories)
distorted flashbulb *** and anger
until the acts become indistinguishable from themselves/doubly
******* tigers brushstroked in animal blood... essence of devour/temper/
captivation, incredible lips, pulp teeth, pure excitement all disfigured
& joyous
-III-
My azzurine goddess, faced away in
shame, no wonder why!
(hair let down in a drowsy spill of
uncertain hours, wavering in a sullen high, thickly feeling,
the immensity/pleasure renounced for a cabbalist subliminity)
Mockery of the dead dead dog/blind in boyhood/while
curious ghosts skate across the ice-peripheral of our dreaming
I feel love, and horror/a frigid hand who's body I have dissolved-
-caressing my back tenderly
bordering terrific malevolence
...Later, in another try at my own eternal return, I find my comfort brother, accompanied by an overhead
divination lantern..
pounding! At the sun skull, for you (my cherished)
are of high order
I tempt soaking the cloth,
to steer the intention
..missing black mass, indulging instead
on feverish Damascus perfume
Splash ramp
down. Flesh, wailing
vampire/poet
hidden by darkly earth to inevitably
decay by their self-solitude
(descent writhes in the milk of heartache
and cusps the night firmly in his *****
withering palms)
I refuse this fate, and
in Western-fashion
fire down the city worshipper which was once
I, too (unmercifully so)
..burying his bones in the Scottish dirt
Terrarium hydrangeas, pale (yourIrises) lipstick daggers
slashing in the white sleeve-
red with epicurean
baptism
-IV-
Big bad wolf
banished to his hole,
I kiss the winter fruit clean from your mouth (succumbing to pinnacles of fire/your lost domain) ******* on pebbles, trying to crack through the surface
like a dragon's egg for pride
(big bad wolf is hungry)
We wear away the season, memorizing the newspapers
which are tossed carelessly to our door. Ah, the kitchen ballet dancers are finally tired..endowed to the triplicate beauty
that we individually define (takes a bit to get there)
You/I privileged to ******* Venice with our mutual
imagination, owing to Calvino
To crave eachother
as an Acrobat craves the
trapeze