listening to the monotone buzz of music as my mind is trying to comprehend why life is so **** e v e r y t h i n g the dips and dives my eyes make as shadows close in I'm wondering how I even got here this isn't me I'm not myself and even if you kissed me here and now id never fully love you because you're apart of this illusionist life you're never going to be who I want you to be so let's just call it an upside-down kind of love
[listening to the Vol. 1 soundtrack of Stranger Things]