I thought I knew who you were when we were together
I thought that when we weren't apart it was sunny weather
U used to treat me like a princess flowers dinners and trips
I gave you lots of chances but my hopes and dreams were ripped
The minute u chased the dragon was the minute you left us all
As from that moment onwards u kicked us to the wall
You used me and abused me dropped me like a stone
From then on in it was just the girls and I alone
I can't decide what was worse, the fact u loved drugs more
Or when you kicked me down the stairs and pinned me to the floor
When you forced yourself upon me and said it was your "right"
I just had to lie there in pain, crying I couldn't fight
You took away my self respect, my confidence was shattered
You didn't even stop using even for the ones that mattered
I gave you more chances, encouraged you to
quit
And still you chose the drugs and treated me like ****

I can't begin to tell the girls what you did to me
I only know that ill protect them like I've done since they were wee
You will never hurt them or me again I promise this is true
The sad thing about this all is I pity you
The things you've missed the girls doing,
the women they've become
I am so proud of who they are
They're fighters like their mum