By:D.E.T

Must of thought that I had you
As time flew
I knew
There was never something
In between you and I

I've come to realize that it was all in my head
Maybe I should be dead

Cuz the thought of having is impossible
Yet, impossible
But get's unstoppable
When you are in my brain

I keep on trying to maintain
The pain

But thought of you seems
Flowing and growing

So, I just go around
Searching
******* this silence is burning

But there is no trace just the memories
That won't fade
Cuz when you feel the aches
There ain't

No, median to heal
What you feel

The thought
Of dropping off
My emotions
To the ocean
Ain't gonna work
Cuz it's like a curse
That you gotta learn how to heal it first

But for me ain't working
So, my I should get going busy
Cuz it makes it easy
But doesn't cuz it's all the thoughts
That keep plotting