it's a scary thing to love someone more than you love yourself to love someone more than you love anything
it's a scary thing to need someone like you need oxygen to need them so bad or else you'll suffocate
it's a scary thing to want someone with every bone in your body and you feel it in your muscles you've come undone you have to have them
it's a scary thing to devote every piece of yourself and to commit every part of your life to one person
you can't help it, though that is love love works that way it's scary
it's scary because at any moment things could change and your whole world could come crashing down your whole life will seem over you will feel doomed like you can never move on you're suddenly out of breath gasping for air and that sickly feeling comes over you
i cannot live without you please don't make me it would be the end of me
more of just a stream of consciousness than anything else