I look in the mirror sometimes and I'm scared I look in my eyes and I become scared so much hate.
I'm like a ticking bom waiting to blow out and every one will realise she time was moving but it will be too late.
Everyone is going to see she was crying everyday.
Everyone is going to see that pain is all she has been carrying all the way.

I have been sick the whole not really sick but emotionally sick mentally and physically.
Crying everyday sleeping every minute depressed the whole time sitting lonely.
I love the darkness.
When I'm the I have happiness.
I know its weird but its been a place I can be.