How is it like to be 24?
Young, beautiful, brave and free
The world is yours when you think
How lovely 24 can be
But life's a different game
Losing, winning,crying and starting again

Back to be alive again
I found myself
I hugged my bruises
I found sweet flavors in the life again
I accepted who Iam
I know what i want now
Maybe life was ******* me
But that all pass it and now
I'm proud to say I'm happy
Bc that's how is my life now

To the heart warm and kind
To the hands colder than Ice
To the eyes stronger than a sea
To the girl who have missed the days befor
To the swollen heart
To the the swollen heart
To the eyes full of tears
To the friendships full of lies
To the moment ruined by oneś
To the days which we were one
To the moments i felt your love
To the moments i thought you have the same feeling as mine
To the days which called life
To the heart which is heavier than a word

There is no use to pretend
That  Im ok & fine
Everything has shattered around
And my heart canť  feel  a bite
I feel like I have died inside
And my  soul trying  to getaway my body
Tears are  falling down on cheeks
Eyes are getting wet
Hands are shaken on my body
It seems  as life has reached to end
Im closeing  to  death by  each step
And i  canť  feel  nothing but
The queer enjoyable  sense  of  being free.

I have decided to leave you alone
Here in this empty house
You have never been mine
And i have never been yourś
Seems we are living together
But our hearts are far apart
We gazing at each otherś  face
Looking for a love that is lost

I looking at you for the hundreds of  time
Hope to hear a word from you
I have struggled days and nights
Killing the love which you brought to my heart
Who says  you  can forget the one
Whom brought happiness to your heart?

My dear, I called you late in June
I wandered through the many moons
And I stood tall and I ran long
Before I questioned where you'd gone

You told me you would be back soon
That March you sang a different tune
A parting hands and parting lips
Left all our promises eclipsed

And so I let you go away
Doting on your return someday
And someday came and someday went
Until I found my patience spent

And so my dear, I call to you
A wanting on a waning moon
I poke upon the dying embers
And wonder where you'll be December

I used to be unhappy
Nagging & crying all the day
Till i found the way
How to be a happy girl
I started to enjoy life
Not like all others
I felt every moment of it
By my heart & soul

I havenť got anything I want
But I have list of things to do
Laughing, playing&  singing a song
Enjoying the things I could
Life  is not easy all the time
But  This change
Nothing lasts forever
Keeping that in your mind
Everything change.
Singing, dancing all the time
Im a happy girl tillI have a breath in my lungs!