Pueda que sea algo fuera de la nada, salido de la neblina, rápido pero, ¿por qué siento que esto está bien? Fuera de lo normal, me siento bien, será una aventura, con riesgos como cualquiera de amor, pero una aventura que quiero tener. Espero no solo sea una aventura, quiero que no solo sea una página, pero un libro.

Quisiera quitarte de mi mente
Quisiera ver al mar y no pensar en ti
Quisiera poder leer poemas, y no recordar tu sonrisa
Quisiera no tenerte en mi mente cada momento de mi día
Me vuelve loca no dejar de pensarte
Me vuelve aún mas loca que no te tengo conmigo
Que debo esperar.
Solo espero, que cuando envejezca pueda vivir feliz y en paz, sabiendo que te tengo a mi lado.

I think I need some space,
Some kind of freedom.
I know freedom is a state of mind
But, still, our minds are some powerfull *******.

I need some time off, I need to rebel.

I guess that's how I started smoking, maybe why I started drinking.

All I know is that I need my freedom, I need to rebel, I need my nature, my own nature.

Know yourself before you know anyone else,

You wanted me to write about you.
So I am.
I didn't think I'd make such a good thing out of some days.
You're a wonderful person.
We might be miles and miles away,
but you're still special, even more special than many people here.
You're intelligent, gorgeous and fun.
I'll miss you and I'll never forget you.

Oh amor, eres como un mar
Con olas que vienen y van.
Tan profundo que es difícil de llegar al fondo; oh amor mío ¿qué nos pasó? ¿fue el tiempo que nos consumió? ¿o fueron tus olas que me alejaron?
Vivo a la orilla del mar, esperando tus olas, las que me arrastran hlacia ti, llévame con la corriente hacia tu corazón y mantenme ahí.

Amor mío, el mirarte es un arte.
el amarte es un arte; tu piel, tus curvas
tus definidos pómulos. Cuanto me gustaría ser aire, para que me respires por la eternidad, cuanto me gustaría ser el viento para pasar por tu cara día a día.

Amor mío, eres como el mar, no te miro fin, y no puedo quitar mis ojos de ti. Eres tan inmenso, tan profundo, tan vasto, lleno de tanta vida, te podría ver todo el día.

Amor mío, cuanto me duele que no me quieras, pero llegara, llegara el momento que te darás cuenta que nuestro amor, es por siempre. Somos tal  como la Luna y el Sol, tal vez separados, pero con un amor de por medio, sabiendo que su amor hace al mundo girar.

En fin, amor mío, tus ojos son un arte, tu suave piel es un arte, pero tu eres la forma de arte mas bella que jamás haya visto.

I'm anonymous
I'm unknown
No one knows me,
No one knows my name,
Not my name, not my story.
No one knows me.

If I take off my anonymous mask,
You'll see my true self
You'll see how I look.
What if you don't like me?
I've built a wall, a mask I should say.

I just need someone, someone who is capable,
Capable of taking my mask off.

Why are you anonymous?
Have you suffered?
Have you been hurt?
May I take your mask off?

Are you here? I can't see you, I can't feel you. Why aren't you by my side? Why aren't you across the room? Why aren't you with me, as you promised? I need you, I want you, you were my little, only glimpse of happiness over here. Come back, come back to my life.

As soon as I wake up, I want to see your face right beside me.
As soon as I wake up, I want to feel your breath against my neck.
As soon as I wake up I want those lips across my face, oh those lips.
As soon as I wake up, I don't want to fear I won't see you again.
I don't want to be afraid to lose you. Or to not have you by my side anymore.
As soon as I wake up, I want you to be there. Even if it's in a dream.

May I say how much I love you?
How much I desire you?
Or may I say how you make me want to die?
I still don't know how much potential I see in you after everything you've donw.
I miss you, I miss you.
And I implore you to come back, oh please, come back

Bella,
My sweet bella

The one who makes me feel like my whole body hurts because I miss her
It's too much
I miss those nights, the ones with the moon by our side
How our drunkness made us close
I never thought someone I've seen six times would mean so much to me
I need your presence, I'm broken
I need someone
I need someone with whom to share my ***** in a bottle mixes with gatorade
I need that sausage smell
I'm writing this while being ******
But my dear Bella, you mean the world to me and I never thought someone would become as important as you have
It's like you put the stars in the skies
I need you to have someone to drown my sorrows in a bottle with. I miss you
But I know sometime, soon
I'll get drunk and do fun stuff with you
Nothing seems fun without you, you might be the missing piece
but Dear Bella, wait for me, as the sun waits to rest when sunset comes. I love you as much as a cherry blossom tree loves it's beautiful flowers that just bloomed

I expected much, you know, the usual right?
But turns out that message, ruined my birthday,
even if it was before my birthday, it was seven minutes before it.

Usually I hate my birthday, but, not having you,
not seeing you on that day, not having you by my side, it just, made
the day I hate the most of the year became worse.

Oh dear, why did you even show me that song?
Because actually, it does turn out that I need you much more than you need me.

Your birthday gift wasn't that tee shirt you left me,
but the loneliness and broken promises you left behind, how you left
me behind.

Still, I adore you.

Can anyone stand
Watching how your loved one becomes different?
It's annoying,
It hurts

You hurt me, so much
Every little wrong thing you do
Hurts

People may see me as a strong person
But when it comes to loving someone
I become so weak
So vulnerable

I can't.

I'm so sick.
I miss you, my body hurts and yearns for your love.
Come on, leave me, come back.
Love me, love me so much you can't breathe.
Because you planted flowers in my lungs and I can't breathe because of you.
Love you forever, your love

Consume me
Consume my whole soul
Consume me
Consume my whole mind
Consume me

Use me
Use me in a good way
Use me
Use me to make you happy

Love me
Love me passionately
Love me
Love me as long as you can

Destroy me
Destroy my walls
Destroy me
Destroy my whole world
And let me live in yours

Does love hurt as much as people say?

I think It does, I hate love
I love love.
It's a huge contrast between hating and loving.

When you love,
You become clingy, annoying.
Your mind is invaded by that person

But it tears you apart whenever something goes wrong.
It tears you apart whenever you don't talk to that person

Let's not even talk about when it ends.
You're hoping it doesn't end
It doesn't always have to end.
But when it does,
It hurts like ******* hell.

But love is a beautiful thing to feel,
At the same time, it's awful,
You depend on that person.

What do you do
When you care,
But at the same time you don't;
What do you do
When you want to show emotions
Feel something
Show you care

I love him
I love him
Oh how I love him.
Oh how I love the way he talks
Oh how I love his starry eyes
Oh how I love his laugh,
Oh that laugh is my favorite song.

Oh diary, oh diary.
How I hate him
How I hate how he talks to me
Oh how I hate those eyes, they make me go mad.
Oh diary, how I hate him.
I hate him so much.

Oh diary how I adore him,
Oh diary this is a complicated situation
Oh diary, truth is I adore him even if he were to be the person I 'hate' the most.

Me encantas, me encanta tu hablar
Me gustan tus manos, tu cuello,
tu querer y tu pasión por la música.
Me gusta tu mecanismo de defensa,
¿Cómo decirte que hasta tus pies me gustan?
Hazme un favor, uno solo.
Fíjate en mí, mueve tu ojo a la derecha, y me verás.

I've creates this facet
I show it to everyone,
The facet of not caring.
It seems to help.
This facet has taken the original "me" away, driven away by obligations.
Obligations that are not even necessary
It has driven myself crazy, to the edge.

This facet, I thought would make me someone,
That it would help me find myself;
But it drove me away from me,
And now I don't even know who I am any more.

It has made of my life a whole mess.
I try to act happy, I try to ignore it.
But nothing goes away, does it?

I forgive you, I forgive how you used me. I forgive how rude and how much you destroyed me. Yet I forgive you; because you're someone that I love and that'll never stop being.

I can't see a future in my life
I can't see a window to get me out of here.
I still don't see a way out.
I don't imagine an adult me,
why's that?
All I can see is failure.
You planted this seed that makes me think I'm not enough.

I wish I could taste your lips, everyday.
I wish you could grab me like you did, today.

I love you, and oh my goodness, your lips.
They are made out of galaxies, I've never seen one, but I think I tasted one today.

Your soul, your soul, man, you are so pure.
I love you, I love your flaws.

You fill me up. You take and hug and kiss the sadness out of me. I can forget about everything for a second when I'm with you.

Today, as I laid on your chest, I felt at home.
I felt as if nothing could ever harm me, as if you were my shield.

Oh, love, how happy you make me. How much I love you!

I can't wait to taste that galaxy again.

I swear it hurts
It hurts in my veins
The words that come out of your mouth
They hurt
They hurt as if a knife was stabbing me
Right in the chest

It even hurts more
That I can't even cry
I have no tears left
What is this?
I can just stare at the wall
Hoping to cry
But then my veins hurt,
I can't.

And I don't know how to handle
Your hurting words

I hate your flirty laugh
I hate how you make me smile so much
I hate how much tee shirts you use
I hate your soft hair, and how you touch it
I hate your voice
I hate how good you touch the guitar

I hate how you glance at me when I pass by
I hate how you ignore me sometimes
I hate how much you've made me cry
It even makes me want to say goodbye
I hate the way you make me feel
As if everything is perfect and it all makes sense
I hate you
But the thing I hate the most is that I hate you so much because I love you more than anything
And I hate the fact that every single thing I just said makes me love you more

I'm done, you're worth it. You're worth so much, but I can't afford being so masochistic. You're beautiful, your soul is. I'd like to have my life complicated by you, but you're just too scared. What a waste. I hope some day you realize what you had in front of you.

It's pretty funny
How situations may ruin everything
How people can destroy something you've built
Something that took time to built
How people can take something away so easily.

It *****,
It ***** to give your all to build something
And being rewarded with a little candy,
As if it meant nothing.

Kissing cigarettes
Kissing the smoke,
It's all I can kiss and it's all that can go down my throat.
I promised something, but so you did.
I hope she kisses you
and I hope you don't have to kiss smoke

Oh darling, my favorite person.
Kiss me, kiss me as if there were nothing else to matter but us.
Kiss me, cross the whole Atlantic to kiss me.
Darling kiss me, do it, kiss me passionately, kiss me,
I'm imploring you to kiss me, oh please do so.

Come here, hold me, sit me on your lap, tell me stories.
Let's go on picnics, let's have a cute homemade dinner.
But most important kiss me.
I want you to kiss me, kiss my forehead, kiss my nose,
kiss my cheeks, kiss my lips, kiss my neck.
Kiss me.

I've lost it,
I've lost my mind, myself...
The two most important things that shouldn't be lost, I lost.
I could not stop it from happening
Circumstances made it that way.
The lost of his touch, his love, him
Made me who I am now,
A cold manipulative person
A woman who plays with people's feelings
I have a thought, a motto that stipulates not to ever regret something
In fact I don't regret a thing,
But loving you is the only exception.
I got lost.

The Moon,
People ask me why I like the moon so much
I like it, I like it because it makes me feel safe
It stays still, it changes so much
But even with that, it stays still.
I like it, it inspires me
Its beauty inspires me.

The moon is strong
It has to move so much
Everyday it moves a little
Everyday it makes an effort
The moon, it's just wonderful
It glows, and doesn't get mad
Whenever clouds cover it.

The moon is magic.
My favorite kind of magic.

Can anybody tell me why?'
I'm just here with waves crashing down in my lungs, not being able to breathe. And yet I call it love; I call it passion.
My rib cage is crashing? Little by little.

He’s so mad,
But I love him so bad.
I can’t help but to feel so sad.
Tap, tap, tap, my cigarettes pack goes.
Beat, beat, beat, my heart beats for him.
What else can I do, when we aren’t near?
Knock, knock, knock. I knock on his door.
He opens the door, I love him so much.

That taste, that warmth.
Oh goodness, it was like heaven.
Your lips, so soft. Your skin.
Our lips touching.
It was like our souls were trying to reach each other.
And eventually, they did.

Kissing you, felt like making love.
Making love on your lips,
Dancing on the starts, on your lips.

I yearn, I long for another kiss of yours.

It was out of the normal, it was too special.
So special I can't describe it in words.

Make love on my lips.

Even when I was away
Even thousands of miles away from you
The only thing in my mind was you
The only thing I could think about
Was your existence,
And how much I love you;
How I would cross the world for you
But I still think you wouldn't appreciate it, even if I crossed
The whole universe
Just for you.

I light them up,
They fill my lungs.

I light them up,
They calm myself.

I lit you up,
And as you filled up my heart,
You took away my problems.

But the thing with the cigarettes is that they get to an end, and you finally throw them again.

I thought you were my everlasting cigarette, yet, I was your temporary one.

You lit me up, you filled me up with your lies, and you threw me away.

What a shame, being someone else's cigarette.

It was new for me at first
It hurt, the cat hurt me
It was painful at first
I got used to it
As he kept on doing it
I liked it then

People asked me what were those
I answered the cat.
My sweet cat.

I use to hate my cat.
Now I love my cat.
I know he is no good to me
But he distracts me.

My month came with pain,
Problems, oh god, so many.
My month came with love,
Love I should've accepted, but I did not.
Instead I went on loving someone who did not deserve my loving.
My month came with so much,
My month, my month, it's probably just like any other month.
Perhaps, every month's pain piles up, more and more.