You have had this problem
From your days of youth
Strength adds up to nothing
When desire has hold of you
You might go a month or more
More like a day or two
Before that knock comes at your door
And the devil's drink makes its move
Where it lands in shaky hands
Bringing comfort to your lips
You once again give in to its demands
As it foils your plans to one day quit
But until you hit rock bottom
In utter shame you'll raise the glass
Your demons you have fought them
But never hard enough to win the quest
And yet you still make promises
To yourself and those you love
But if you were really serious
For yourself and them, you'd give it up
But the problem isn't in the drink
It's deep inside your soul
And until you learn to master it
It'll never let you go
So, you reach out for the bottle
Where you find, you both are drained
The hope you had has gone stage left
As the devil's drink again makes its demands
Going on 34 years sober and though it might seem impossible at the start it can be done and will be the smartest move you could ever make...guaranteed!