never heard angel
speak outside of dream this life
dream on brother dream

where does love begin
in your own head only source
in the universe

politics,,,,, start out
something alive,,,,, ****,,,,, processe
sell the rotting flesh

poor me oh poor me
have everything i need
no excuses left

God, give me the strength to get down on my knees
        Give me the strength to accept my disease
        Give me the strength to surrender my ways
And to know I need fellowship for the rest of my days.

        Give me the strength to continue to live
        Give me the strength to know You forgive
        Give me the strength to approve of myself
And to reach out to others for comfort and help.

        Give me the strength to live with life's pains
        Give me the strength to work for my gains
        Give me the strength to know I'm not less
And to give up my efforts to be better than best.

        Give me the strength to share what I have
        Give me the strength to play and to laugh
        Give me the strength to live in each day
And to listen to others and hear what they say.

        Give me the strength to cry and be sad
        Give me the strength to smile and be glad
        Give me the strength to know I have worth
And to know its an attribute of everyone on earth.

i saw a devil
dog on the rotisserie
at a convenience store

the mountains are so
beautiful i do not see
the path before me

the eagle high flys
among us in sky mind
you see what you see

alluring in mind
a temptation of the soul
maybe no or yes

the dog barked loud twice
the cat cried out in death
i went back to sleep

emptiness steps on
land mine ripples flow until
they don't who knows when

only know where i
have been going to a new
place again again

an unrepentant poet
walks among the world
seeing and not believing
anything perceived

he dreams of inconsistent
anomalies of existanse
sees to the end of time
in imaginary universe

and no one says a word

the story begins in this sentence
and ends when you stop reading
you are the creator of all that will be

the door opened and you were born
did you knock or just drop into
it does not matter you are here now

male or female or something else
life was needed and you became it
walk if you can is a metaphor

the world is but a reflex
and dreams are made by god small g
a mess of confusion is it's problem

emptiness is a
young mouse ******* on cotton
that you do not see

it is hard to think
of mind when your hair is on
fire put out the fire

humans turn heaven
into hell sometimes control
worthy of a god

love my spaghetti
love my spaghetti mind oh
yah the spaghetti

"The Cockroach"


the fleet canary was green
flying     out the window
the pair of feet were dead
white     alone in the corner
with nothing but a cockroach
for company
the cockroach was inquisitive
brown     and ready to be crunched
though somehow unafraid
the red smear was everywhere
splattered to the four corners
of the womb like room
the war     just beginning

the empty air falls
to mind nothing here again
reality not

dolma walks the earth
touches loves honors people
she is a mountain

i saw a heaven
no i did not not really
the mountain is cold

the wisdom of the
ages ugg killing something
with a big ol rock

could there be a place for me tonight
up to heaven in the sky of lights
thinking of a place for you and me
any where's okay with me
where were going i don't care i'm there
and want to be with you forever

haiku 20/11/5x

you coward amen
not soul saver till the end
no you were just a man

dead lizard on the
tumultuos road crooked
under the machine

can you hear distant
melody in the mind of
just what you see now

i am heir to full
vivid dreams from thousand years
here now is glory

grass trees cold and death
all four are just beautiful
grass trees cold and death

lost in the desert of noise
eating greasy gobs
pain is the penalty of life
drugging in the hotel bathroom
spitting out the window
trashing all there is
complaining about the ****** mess
screaming no i didn't do this

thinks and thoughts and dreams
consciousness resolute mind
in the mist of time

the conquered waits
chooses time and place
to bite the hand

i want to something to you
but cannot think of
anything worth your
time,,,, take care

both legs are weak this
back is sore these arms are soft
i go to bed happy tired

i heard a distant thunder
acknolgment of truth
it called me to make a wonder
from memories of youth

sat upon the stairs afraid
heard a painful cry
asking for assistance
i sat upon the stairs afraid

i call dogs to war
my mind is not innocent
mist    hard intention

with compassion my
food i travel and growl and
the world pads my feet

the vagaries of
love push pull this troubled mind
to balance hard fought

kneeling behind a grave stone
smiling for the pictures
ha ha ha ha ha

empty is we suffering
cause creates conscious
world moving forward just is

warm sweat on my back
hot days of reality
world has truly changed

i see the elephants
   in the room
they are so beautiful
   why should i want
to get rid of them

lazy warm water
with fuzz patch green on large rock
young minnows swimming

and the creature came
out of just a thin mirror
the minds fell culprit

i opened my mind to the cosmos
    humanity flooded in

the world revolved once more
    here we are again

what time is it the present
    as has ever been

do not believe these words
    you are creator

white snow hard as ice
old man barely walking with
cane happy to be

internal seeing
is formed by external things
look around close now

ashes in my mouth
drank wrong beer can oh shitsky
drink up brother drink

perfume created
to cover up stink and we
smell only surface

"Formation"


The personalities formation is as
Throbbing heartbeat and as
Difficult to train as

Yet we may surely do as
Human form inherent has as
Part and piece a place as deep as

Universe

Break the mold not your mind
Two different things really so close
Their breathing together
What is which you choose
No others job
Suffer/suffer      experience/suffer
Learn and live
Don't learn and live
Feel cause and effect
Yearn and seek
Stop yearning and be
One grain of sand
Precious universal jewel
All in all yin yang
Together rhythm creating
You perceive my excretions
I perceive your excretions
Thought volumes cosmos particles
Karma freedom
Top bottom side side
****** physical something moves
Light dancing
Body slow
X-ray fast
Rock solid
Not
Think thought thunk kerplunk
Think thought thunk kerplunk
Or