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Hanarchy Nov 2017
I don't hope
I don't pray
Because without you dear,
You're so far away

I've bled my blood
I've cried my tears
Still the pain don't get better
After all of these years

Who's gonna stop you now?
Now that you're on top of the world
Now that she's finally your girl

Was it a huge relief?
To brush me right off of your sleeve
Stop pretending that you really loved me
And never have to come clean

I guess that's how life really works
The naive will always get hurt
For playing the games of the broken
Which leave you in shame in the dirt

And did it feel good all the same?
To leave me with all of the blame
I knew all along that you loved her
So I guess that I cannot complain

Fool me once! You love me
Fool me twice! You were mine
The one thing that I'm at fault for
Is waiting all that time

Your body was my temple,
I worshipped at your feet
How could I've known Revelations
Would rise up with your deceit  

If you were my heaven
Just let me burn in this hell
And if that fire reminds me of you
It's better than a million farewells
  Nov 2017 Hanarchy
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Two people are sitting at a table
in the afternoon, it is winter
and cold outside, dark in the room

She is dizzy and sad
from sipping the flat beer
of her own voice

He is like a stranger
who just blew in
she knows, if a man is sand
those who walk through
the desert are men

He is thinking of a stone
that flies in the dew
of the moonlight, an easy
thing for a sad man to do

I wonder if it was night
and they left together for separate
beds in different rooms

Would he think of her dress
falling down her waist,
or would she be in the jungle
making plans from the enemy's sleep

In a place like this, together,
looking into a table
wet from its own darkness,

What do they need,
what can they say?
Hanarchy May 2017
New
you are new hope
for an old soul
you set me on fire
and cool my bones
you've woken me up
from quiet, still sleep
you made my heart sing
where before it would weep
there's a beauty in you
that I didn't see
it snuck in like snow
and set my mind free
there's nothing careful in us
or timid, or mild,
instead there is flame
unbroken, run wild
I am not afraid
I will not back down
because I am me
when you are around
Hanarchy Jan 2017
******* and those stupid games
you played with me for so long
I grimace through a smile that shows
when I say that you're gone

And I count the days I go without
straight bleeding out your name
And I strangle every lovely thought
that echoes in my pain

If all is fair in love and war
I'll take my loss and leave
I'm tired of living my life blind
in hopes that you will see

So I'll **** the monsters in my closet
underneath my bed
And I'll burn the bridge of you
and try to heal my heart instead
I'm free -- oh, but freedom feels like chains
'Cause although I left the cage of you
I'm still left with the pain
Hanarchy Dec 2016
I can't wait
To love something
Or someone
As much as I love you
Hanarchy Nov 2016
Leaving bread crumbs for you to pick up
Looking out the bus window hoping it'll be
Your reflection I see
Wearing your old flannel to keep me warm
To feel like you're still protecting me
Like that's something you'd still want
Listening to Molly and wondering if it comes on shuffle
And you don't skip it, let yourself feel it, let those feelings stay a while
And I'll keep wearing this same old trail thin
Cause even if I can't say love ya, I love ya
Hanarchy Sep 2016
you ruined music for me
I can't listen to a beautiful song
without wanting to share it with you.

I dread Christmas
because I remember
when you gave me the gift of family.

I can't believe in love
not because I don't think it exists
but because I know it does, and it will never end well.

I don't know how to live a life without you in it
but remind myself every day that I have to
because you are poison, and I'll take it all.
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