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Elsie Aug 2016
i fear
my footsteps...what if i am followed
my shade...is it an ambush?
my fingerprints...stranger in my house

I just love the person i see in the mirrow now.
maybe i should get someone
Elsie Aug 2016
a lonely heat of a silent winter night
a fight with my emotions
emotions that explore
habits that implore
Infinite intelligence
Physical world so difficult to understand
                BUT
it is a LESSON
I learnt to love and pursue truth
Elsie Aug 2016
eat me in darkness, in the light of a dying grass,of a lifeless blue sand,take me and make me beg for  a silent violent storm
throw me down  like a  bag of  angry nuts,humble in hot *** in a hot -white winter, chew me like a greedy lion  over  lamb of a creepy camp without lame excuses,grind my toungue,stroke  pull my friendly hair when my ******* are swollen
Have no mercy,keep it messy,to yourself and Shhh, i'll pay the bill and the pill
if you wanna  prune
if you  wanna sprout
I need a sound and a smell of A red rotten egg in a  hard shell
it smells good life and make me long for a ride
a ride in a village
where saints aint invited
wanna mess up with the devil
I see his marks,it sees my fading tatoo
smell the good taste of a begging soul
hit my lip, kiss a tik, make me smile
the village i wanna visit, all **** and ***** shirts,red wine
fine hardships ****** and swagger
mixed up in a laundry where my heart  sings with desire
mess it up  tear a little bit fear no messiah
no priest or a preacher
saint and a sin wear same shoe
make a berry wish i'll give you every dish
of a lonely naked girl in her balgy falling pants
mess it up roll it out and aim for hell

this is a feeling
i have owned for a second
longed for days
wished for months
it flashes my mind when my *** flushes kindness
whu a u to make it holy
who begs a preacher when a ride is  evil
just around the corner
where my neighbour sees it better
i freak and beat the seat before the blindman sees im weak
someone to steal me, feast ON me,
till i disappear in that neat ****
Elsie Jul 2016
I had those serendipitous moments
With self-confidence growing up was almost non-existant.
I doubted my abilities,had little faith in my potential
Survived serious injuries,hospitalized many times...who am i?
a noice of voice in my head...
whispered carelessly without choice
"if you could create your ideal life,what would you dare to dream
?"
I began to dream
i envisioned myself wearing a red business suit
i created a clear visual picture of my new success
i had a courage
{im}possible dream said im possible
i believed  my          (W)orth
i trusted my             (I)nsight
                                 (N)urtured myself
needed a                  (G)oal
devised a                  (S)trategy  
a dream preceds the goal
i  believe that all success begins with spreading your wings.
Elsie Jul 2016
Nobody seemed to care
i chewed a bubble gum,a priest was preaching
i ate banana in a st'k'ng bathroom
i dried my hair whilst sweeming
silent latitudes
attitudes in multitudes
very lonely longitudes
monosylable answer

Too many treasures in life
so many pressures...

made me wonder if anyone cares
Elsie Jul 2016
my life is an enjoyable ride because of you.
Elsie Jul 2016
you can't live and me die
you can't leave me with the dead
I can't die and you live
oh death...just can't leave you live with the living

Die,die,die,die,die.
die death,and leave me to live my life
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