You got me breaking my own rules,
Like how I was supposed to stay single while finishing school;
Remember I was telling you,
To work on you and then once your done to come through;
I told you we couldn't kiss,
But when we did it bliss;
I even told you I was scared,
And for me to feel was something rare;
My heart was closed,
Locked up somewhere dark and cold,
Motionless it stood frozen by the snow,
Everything was dead around, nothing could possibly grow;
And then the snow started feeling funny,
It was melting as it hit my heart,
And me being smart,
Realized something was cooking,
That's when I opened my eyes and started looking;
And realized I was feeling you,
I wanted you, that was true;
And I started breaking my rules;
Took out my tools,
and started reconstructing,
readjusting;
I fixed it, there's a beat,
suddenly I can feel my feet,
So I started moving forward,  
with you I started a new tomorrow;
Can't you see, said my heart to me,
It seems it's meant to be;
So I made you mine and locked you away,
In a place that was far far away;
Now your heart is in my oasis,
never to be tampered with, never to be tainted.
-E.G

I dont think you quite understand what Im feeling,
or how everytime I see you my heart starts beaming;
Its like all my fears,
you just made them **** disappear;
Im falling in love,
something I didnt think I was capable of;
Im baffled,
never did I think these chains on my heart would ever be unraveled;
How did you do it? How is it possible?
How did you reach the deepths of my heart?, something that I thought would never be plausible;
Im so stunned,
I no longer feel numb;
Im filled with emotions,
after living so long feeling broken;
So I  just want to say thank you,
for causing that breakthrough,
for making me believe in love again,
for showing me your not like those other men;
Im swept of my feet,
I just wanna be yours forever to keep;
I love those eyes,
because when they look at me I feel they hide no disguise;
Your lips drive me crazy,
and how they make me feel is so ******* amazing;
Your everything Ive been waiting for,
and therefore,
Your my king,
and In time as our loves grows, I'll be ready for that ring.
-E.G

I have this uncertainty,
when it comes to you and me;
Simply because of the things
I truly believe in regarding my King;
My God, my Elohim.
Its not an easy road to seek his will,
takes alot of work to fully fullfill.
Love is confusing but it take a common understanding,
knowing where your standing;
Regarding the future
and what is needed to make it run smoother;
Because life is hard enough and the pain Ive been through,
has made me toughen up.
So deciphering between your heart and you brain,
takes practice to keep yourself sain.
Hard decisions never feeling completely right,
but making that decision that brings your peace, now thats alright.

Let me tell you this...
I have low tolerance for *******
I was very honesy with what I expected
Clearly let you know so you could respect it
I voiced my dislikes from the beginning
I was expecting you to take notes and be listening
I told you I need consistency,
but all you did was distance me
I hate when Im showed a hand and then smacked with other
Like really? didnt I just tell you what it was *******
How more open and honest can I be?
I dont think you noticed it was me
you where dealing with
and how my mind is an inquisitive abyss
So if you think for a second I wouldn't  notice the subtle changes,
your mistaken
But its cool because I made my prearranges
of dealing with these common ******* phases
that men go through
So I wont repeat or explain myself because I simply dont have the energy
or time to be treated like an accessory
So goodbye,
to another ******* typical guy
-E.G

****, Im so stressed
Why is it I obsess about every little thing
about how I cant sleep and how then that leads my mind to creep,
searching here searching there searching every ******* where to find some peace
but my mind is in a snit and it weeps so this stress just sits and steeps
an insidious build up in where my mind gets filled up
with all this ******* garbage leaving me feeling *******
and no one really knows my inner struggle and dealing with the constent self rebuttal
Its so tedious this obsessive mental stressing but at least I have my poetry and release my feelings openly
never worrying of appearing weak and vulnerable or making others feel uncomfortable
So regarless how many times I cry and at times feel like I wanna die, I just know theres more to life....
-E.G

Hope all is well,
I do miss you
I think of all the times I kissed you
And how your smile made my days shine for miles
I wish this love was perfect
But it's not, I needed more,I deserve it
And although this heart of mine might yearn for you
I know things happened they way there suppose too
So I'm stuck here with this desire
Wondering if your heart still burns with my fire...
-E.G

I can be impatient
At times I'm weak when faced with temptation
I nervously bite my nails and cuticles
I may not always look oh so beautiful
I can be so sensitive
I'm very argumentative
I can be very hardheaded
but I must say I have many good qualities
like how I put others before me
how you can count on me, thats guaranteed
I sincerely care how others feel
If between you and I, Ill let you get the better deal
I give the best massages
but most of all I love how big my heart is
and although I might be a bit crazy and controlling
and you might never know how to deal with my emotions
I cant promise things will be perfect because in life nothing is certain
but I can promise that I will always tell you whats on my mind never holding things inside
comfort you when your feeling blue and when life can seem too crude
I will carry you when you feel you cant keep going because I know far to well how it feels to be broken
So tell me my love are you ready to sail through the seasons of my life?
through the highs and lows of my ocean ties
-E.G