darkcloud

darkcloud Oct 2019

i am sick and tired
of loneliness.
looking for companionship
is going nowhere.
so i will settle for you,
said me.
i want you to love me
said me.
i want you to cherish me
said me.
i love our togetherness
said me.
i love that we wake up together
i love our humor
i love our kindness
and most importantly
i love our happiness.
i will continue loving you
till the day we die
and don’t worry
ill never leave you.
i will forever be with you
and if someone comes along,
we can date her together.

i have finally realized that the person i’ve looked for, is staring at me in the mirror. there is no other love than self love.

#love #me #funny #self #darkcloud #dark #cloud

darkcloud Apr 2019

thinking about you

i don’t sleep
thinking about you
i don’t eat
thinking about you

i am hurting
thinking about you
i get lost, staring in the abyss
thinking about you

my eyes burn more than usual
thinking about you
my heart weeps a violent melody
thinking about you

my nerves send extreme warnings to my brain
thinking about you
i am a dog in sheep's clothing
thinking about you

my face blank with no emotion
thinking about you
my fist clenching
thinking about you

my pupils black and dry
thinking about you
twitching and grinning
thinking about you

smiling and laughing
thinking about you
turned on
thinking about you

fruity scents rush my nose
thinking about you
i forget where im at
thinking about you

i hate that i continue
thinking about you
i can’t wait for the day i stop
thinking about you

i’m tired of
thinking about you
i am exhausted
thinking about you

release me from my chains
the darkness swallows me whole
i don’t know who i am
all because
im thinking about you

currently in a slump. poetry frees the mind more than anything. enjoy.

#sad #poetry #latino #love #depression #thinking #you #darkness #darkcloud

darkcloud Mar 2019

i’m alone

im alone
im lonely in a group setting
i strive to be at the top like a heading
but i am so alone

i want to be loved
i want to be your white dove
but i am alone,
i fall into your trap
like a sticky plate of cheese
but i am done.

i am alone
i get denied like i have bad credit.

short and sweet.

#alone #sad #depressed #trap #dove #love #darkcloud

darkcloud Mar 2019

blurr

tears fall like daggers
my skin- dry and ripped;
the sweat drips differently
and the blood flow slows.
patience and positivity keeps the wheels turning,
but there is a breaking point on the horizon.
soon i will stand up to depression,
but for now,
i sit and wait.

going through a couple things and i want to get my message across through poems. to those who are struggling, i hope to reach out to you through my work. enjoy.

#sadness #depression #blurr #lifesucks #cloudy #struggle #cry

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