among the skyscrapers my mind wander
how narrow my sight was
to only surmise what one might feel
realizing there are more to conquer
so i take a step back
revisiting another possible tracks i could take

it's still there
sitting still inside those bars
the pages we drew together
not yet finished
will it still sit there
to many more chapters together, as they say
or
will it be covered in dusts
somewhere no one knows it exists

i broke me
my soul
i hurt myself
again
no one to blame
just me
and the whispers inside
dear self,
i tore you
i’m sorry,

You were the star she never looked
You were the path she never took
You were the wind she never touched
You were the story
she never told
But you are
to me
the page
I never tore

it's in  the mind
of billions of stars
some make it till the end
some lose its way
be that as it may
it forges them eyes awake

you, and your sad songs
me, with my good byes
the sunset
the dress
our foot steps
us, and our miseries
words, i cannot bear
thoughts you cannot share
sentences become hums
silence become memories

what is sorry
a word?
an act?
it's just a blur to me right now
overused
no meaning
gone

I know the world is going through a lot right now
I know that sometimes we feel like giving up
It feels like you carry the weight of the world on one shoulder
The world is sure in a mess right now
But you’re not alone, nobody has to be
We’re all in this together,
For the weight we should’ve carried is love
And every one is a fighter
I believe
So rise up
Together

It is your love
and mine
Together create frictions
and sparks fire
fire of joy
embers
they glow

Sometimes my mind is off
and i’m not there
neither here,
sometimes i’m just a ****** burden, not much of a help
my mind, like a constellation, there’s just too much in there that i couldn’t bear
sometimes i just want to sink, disappear from all the things that exist
but you my love, you’re exceptional that despite the destruction of my soul and my mind and my body,
I will always be there, when you need me,
or when you don’t

ask the dust
did i stop looking
when i saw your shadow
up’s the only direction i planned
a simple rendezvous
but complicated beats
then there you are
spellbound you got me

Hi there
It’s 1:17 and i’m trying to sleep
But all of a sudden you come across my mind
It’s wonderful isn’t it
We were once strangers
Never once i thought it’d be miserable if we don’t talk
Never crossed my mind that it’d be you the one i’m looking for when nightmares come
I thank god and i thank the universe that we met
The first time i laid my eyes on you,
didn’t know they would be the one i’m looking for after a rough day
The first time those laughs came out of that mouth,
didn’t know it’d be the one i missed in the middle of the night starring at the ceiling
I’m so grateful that you happen to be the one
I once stopped wishing people to stay
But never once i stopped wishing on you
I love you

to you my darling,
you deserve nothing but the best
the enchanting journey awaits
   you shouldn’t wound your heart
  nor your body
they need to be loved
all the long nights
spent sleepless
let it fall
spare some time
for you
to love you

So today i cry myself to sleep again
and again i doubt my self
For the choices i have made
For the reasons i thought were right
Were they really?

one breath
one sight
too cold
inside

You are always the center of attention
No you never are alone
The sun
The moon
The star
Have you ever for once, felt lonely?
You are everywhere
Songs
Poets
Poems
Photographs

I once wondered, have i ever become a sky to someone
Have i ever?

wretched
the thought of another ends
wishing the wheels retract
though it's out of our hands
they say let go of the illusion
that the past won't be different
but still there will be seconds
of our life, thinking
it could have been any different
would it be any different?