and one day you sent me there to some place that I’ve never been
some place dark
some place that I’ll never want to be before but there was it
I was sitting alone and even you were never there
to protect me
to be by my side
finally I know what it feels like
it hurt so deep, being without you
to know that you were by her side
ignored me
looking you smiled beside her
looking she smiled beside you
starring those photos of you
it’s killing me and yes
I’ve been dead
never feeling well since then
but I know I’ll be okay someday
and yes I finally re-alive
I found another world
a world without you in it
I found something
something that I never realized
when I’m with you
I’m alive you were dead

Something’s touching me now
Warm and gentle
Suddenly, my head’s spinning
So fast i can’t even think
Just feel it and bring it deep
to the highest feel
I’m on paradise
Everything’s gone

Then that sound calling me out loud
and the dream was over…

anywhere I can stay?
anywhere I must go?
start chasing what place
am in, was in, will be in
tears in silence
smile would be fake
noon was brighter
but not with this lighter
any story you may tell?
any story you must keep?
heart shout it out
but lips keeping sealed
loneliness are mean
killed slowly
none of you’ve heard were true
none of you’ve heard were lies
anything I might know?
anything you might notice?

I was misguided by your love
tangled by your caress
which is sweet, anyways
opened the same door for years
cause I know what to find
how to find
where to find
behind the same door
paranoid with the trust
and the untrusted
hang in there for a moment
stuck and trapped
on the thing behind
you call it obsession
I call it devotion
I’m a custody behind bars
waiting to be punished for a long time more
and I’ll be there for whole my life
and this is not a threat

It was rain on September
No truck was parked
Then she got into a cab
So there’s a simple lake house
Lonely house lonely lame
He was watching MTv
Never grow up always a child
Waiting for her came into the wild
And so those lips were sealed
Those hips were lead
To the wild to the wild
Heaven eh eh
Those passion were burned
As those bliss were turned
Heaven eh eh
They were in love
Long before long before
They were one
Different stage I can tell
She’s a mature girl in a wild wild
He face it like a child
The world the world
They aren’t in love
Out for ultimately reasons
A lake house she walks in
She walks out the other hour
Keep it safe in a safety box
Those secret, the dirtiest
One day one hour but not the one
It was over it is over
So they were in love
Deeply in love
Can you read the past tense?

Rainy oh rainy day
The storm is on its way
Darkness' coming to sway
Oh please please you go away
Because I am sleepy and ready to slay

It is chasing me
Every night when I fall asleep
It is chasing me
Every time I close my eyes
In the dark place
While I’m alone
No one hand me help
It is chasing me
And will not stop
Dream?
Weird places.
Pull me in
Where no one knows me
And I know no one
I’m standing alone
In some spaces I’ve never been
Dark.
Dream?
It is chasing me

When the room has no other space
Five is already a crowd
Seven makes you breath heavily
This is a room with stable dose of oxygen
The more people the less air we breathed
I thought of four
Because you three never existed

As if the one was a good
Mistakes will forgiven
But the one was always a hell
Mistakes, never forgiven
For what all mistakes will prolonged

Since the one brought the two
The two has never accepted
For what the two was another mistake
And for what the one never did right
Now it is the three

The three is the greatest mistake
For what the one never stop did so wrong
The three is not an angel
While the one will never make one
So yes those three stole out our air

And the room has no other space
Five is already a crowd
Seven makes you breath heavily
And death come faster

Make it six
One will released
For what this one is not the one
This one already near its death
It is will gone to find its own air
Where the dose of oxygen enough to breath

Anywhere I can stay?
Anywhere I must go?
Start chasing what place
Am in, was in, will be in
Tears in silence
Smile would be fake
Noon was brighter
But not with this lighter
Any story you may tell?
Any story you must keep?
Heart shout it out
but lips keeping themselves sealed
Loneliness are mean
Killed slowly
None were true
None were lies
Anything I might know?
Anything you might notice?

after you
the noise of nothing
the taste of wind
the kiss of darkness
the step of shadow
after you
night became darker
day became nightmare
run you will run
fast do faster
after you
chase I will chase
caught you’ll be caught
until you stop
stop and say,
"after you."

You hate to like me
I hate to like you
Actually, i enjoyed it
You did me bad
I’ll do you worse
Actually,  i really enjoyed it
No. you’re my nightmares
Yes. you’re disturbing my nights

Oh I have to wake up
This is a long last dream
I shouldn’t cry, I shouldn’t
The pain is back
Growling inside
It wants to come out
But stuck.
**** me, would you please
I have no other soul anyways
You stole it, yes you did
Now it won’t back
I’m dead already
Don’t give the heart back
If only hurts, they’re feeling
Tortured.
Oh the dream’s not lasted
I’m living in it
Real life is a blur
But I need to wake
Now and then
This is real world I am in
Chaos and loveless
Oh I wish I’m living in a dream