anywhere I can stay?
anywhere I must go?
start chasing what place
am in, was in, will be in
tears in silence
smile would be fake
noon was brighter
but not with this lighter
any story you may tell?
any story you must keep?
heart shout it out
but lips keeping sealed
loneliness are mean
killed slowly
none of you’ve heard were true
none of you’ve heard were lies
anything I might know?
anything you might notice?

and one day you sent me there to some place that I’ve never been
some place dark
some place that I’ll never want to be before but there was it
I was sitting alone and even you were never there
to protect me
to be by my side
finally I know what it feels like
it hurt so deep, being without you
to know that you were by her side
ignored me
looking you smiled beside her
looking she smiled beside you
starring those photos of you
it’s killing me and yes
I’ve been dead
never feeling well since then
but I know I’ll be okay someday
and yes I finally re-alive
I found another world
a world without you in it
I found something
something that I never realized
when I’m with you
I’m alive you were dead

When the room has no other space
Five is already a crowd
Seven makes you breath heavily
This is a room with stable dose of oxygen
The more people the less air we breathed
I thought of four
Because you three never existed

As if the one was a good
Mistakes will forgiven
But the one was always a hell
Mistakes, never forgiven
For what all mistakes will prolonged

Since the one brought the two
The two has never accepted
For what the two was another mistake
And for what the one never did right
Now it is the three

The three is the greatest mistake
For what the one never stop did so wrong
The three is not an angel
While the one will never make one
So yes those three stole out our air

And the room has no other space
Five is already a crowd
Seven makes you breath heavily
And death come faster

Make it six
One will released
For what this one is not the one
This one already near its death
It is will gone to find its own air
Where the dose of oxygen enough to breath

Rainy oh rainy day
The storm is on its way
Darkness' coming to sway
Oh please please you go away
Because I am sleepy and ready to slay

Oh I have to wake up
This is a long last dream
I shouldn’t cry, I shouldn’t
The pain is back
Growling inside
It wants to come out
But stuck.
**** me, would you please
I have no other soul anyways
You stole it, yes you did
Now it won’t back
I’m dead already
Don’t give the heart back
If only hurts, they’re feeling
Tortured.
Oh the dream’s not lasted
I’m living in it
Real life is a blur
But I need to wake
Now and then
This is real world I am in
Chaos and loveless
Oh I wish I’m living in a dream