i am responsable for the sins
             of my past.
of the pain i've caused,
           of the heartbreak i've brought.

                 i am aware of all my wrongs.

i no longer think of myself as a victim,
                     nor a martyr,
                       nor the image of injustice,
             nor am i undeserving of what
                     has happened to me.

i've seen my mistakes,
        i've seen my failures,
               i've seen where i'm lacking,
and i own up to it.

      i've wronged and been wronged.
such is life.

i see myself no longer as weak,
         powerless,
              defenseless,
                  innocent,­
                        or broken.

life has brought me here
       where i have guided it.

i am responsable for the sins
             of my past.
of the pain i've caused,
           of the heartbreak i've brought.

                 i am aware of all my wrongs.

but...
    
                                  does that mean
                                my wrongs should go
                                       unforgiven?

                                           or that i                
                                      deserve
 ­                                              to be
                                                  alone?

sad is easy

sometimes
i wanna talk
about the things that make me sad

and why
they're
so
beautiful
to me

whatever you do
for yourself
shouldn't disappoint others

if it does
then
they weren't meant for you

you deserve someone
who'll be there with you
while you aim for the stars

even if they like
to keep their own feet
on the ground

we're all made of stardust
thinking back to a time
we were shining bright

wishing it back
waiting till someone sees us
without realizing

we
are
still
stars

we're all made of stardust
with some melancholy
completed with nostalgia

but we still shine so bright

don't get stuck

        move on


                   the best is yet to come

I fear that
   without
           you

I will
    fade
          and
             d  i  s  a  p  p  e  a  r