Why does this sound like our
last goodbye;

i don't know if it all
has a reason at all ;

All night I wonder if you’re thinking about me too ;

It is not called dying
It is aching,
when you are experiencing pain ;

I’ve always liked you a lot
I was clouded by your sweet and the good side
And today I can’t accept that you have an other side at all;

It hurts so badly to know that you are not mine anymore;

You were dusk
and I was dawn.
By fate we were torn apart;

I would never let you know how much I cried

because of you;

Time kills me.
Silence scares me.
And your words cut me.;

I’m quiet
It doesn’t mean I’m heartless
I have my own feelings bottled up
I’m just scared that you won’t be able to handle mine;

You don’t have to break the broken pieces;

I won’t lose those bruises that you left
Behind;

I never thought that this would turn out this way;

You are sad
and I’m too,
But I can’t find the right words to comfort you;

I had an unnecessary fear
while I saw you every time;

When times were bad,
It drove me insane and made me confused.
Now , just like my eyes adjust to the dark,
my life has accustomed for being in the dark for too long ;

We didn’t show
But we know ;

We weren’t lovers
We weren’t haters
We weren’t friends either
But all we did was long to see each other ,just how the sun awaits the moon’s arrival;

Everybody needs a distraction,
So I needed you;

I needed distractions
and they have certainly kept me alive;

And now I’ll never know why;

I don’t want to end up in trouble,
But I always end up with you;

I need an endless night to think,
to breathe.
And I know that’s an eternity away,
far away from me.

and yes, you were my everything;

I fell asleep while I was dreaming about you;

i think i can never
stop falling
into this darkness
like i'm falling
for you ;

She fell in love with everything
With the sounds
With the warmth of the sun
With the midnight thoughts
Even with the stars
When all this meant falling in love with him;

You said that I could never hurt you
And that broke me more ;

I found where I lost myself. It was within me

In the journey of changing my heart and way of life, I learnt to love myself ;

I could never imagine how the days would be when I stop seeing you;

he was something i couldn't explain
and something you wouldn't understand ;

Behind my smile and tears
There is something hidden real;

Just don’t hurt yourself by holding onto the things that hurt you ;