Cat - Hello Poetry

Cat Feb 2020

I am scared and want to say why,
But you will not hear or even listen.
You have made your decision,
Even counting all the broken promises.

I want to help and say I love you;
But I can not help on a loop,
Especially if you will not accept it.
Please just see all I want is you back.

I need to take a step away,
I am exhausted and will not fight.
Emotionally drained,
Mom please just come back.

I’m tired, so so tired.

#mom #relationship #tired #sad #help

Cat Feb 2020

Bad day

Not too kind,
Closed in mind;
Ready to die.
All I want to do is cry.

Scared to go,
I am my own foe.
Lack of empathy,
Relying on you so heavily.

Please forgive me,
And I hope we can agree,
I am not perfect;
Even as a defect.

It has been a bad day,
with you, something better is underway.

Eh, wrote this to feel better. It kinda worked.

Cat Jan 2020

Arguments

Something is amiss
Lips without a kiss.
Anger cloud
And it is loud.
Try to stay mute
Cause your not being cute.

#arguments #silent #frustration #relationship

Cat Jan 2020

Mom

I saw myself in you
But I did not want to.
You had problems
And you still do.
This does not make me
Love you less.
I am scared of being
Someone I love but
Not someone I like.
It hurts to say
Because i know
That you love me.
A broken relationship
One that wants to mend.

#family #confused #hurt #guilt

Cat Oct 2019

Voices of the night

Surges of fear
Overtaking what we hear.
Where does the madness end?
Shadows of the day freed at last.

Voices of chaos
Shouting and crying
Where can we be free?
Feeling trapped again tonight.

The last part I’m not sure about but suggestions would be appreciated! :)

#thoughts #night #fear #past

Cat Oct 2019

A poets moment

She closes her eyes and thoughts arise
Quiet blankets the mind
Blue light filters on as
Words warm the tired soul

The fear disrupts the frame of time
Words of mouth distract the mind
Sounds quiet down
As the words start straightening out.

#moment #analogy #short #bed

Cat Sep 2019

A dream

So warm,
So new.
Closer,
Come closer.
A tingling air,
Ridged with fear
Now a shared air,
Calm with sweet smells
Beating heart,
Rhythmically shared here.
A smile that tore through confusion,
And a face that shined adversely.
A kiss that could..
Could find my way back home

A poem me and a girl read together after I was left in a country I was unfamiliar with in a dream. This was as close as I got recreating this poem I read in my dream.

#dream #love #bi #moment