I love you!
Cliché , simple, not for a person as you you.
I love you, for all the lie I ever told I'd replace with a kiss,
Every moment I spent with you was bliss,
You made  e believe in what I could be Jane,

I always thought I would turn it around,
come back for you when I'm a better man.
I always thought I had time, a time would come when you would be mine. I always thought I would make it,  it didn't matter that I faked it.
I was convinced fate was on my side, the universe would eventually align,
But fate has no favourites. My habits took me further from you, marooned with no hope of rescue.
Even in my loneliest days the thought of you puts a smile on my face. But now I know the longing of having you in my arms will never be satiated. I'll never get to call you mine. I'll have to watch while another makes you happy. I have to live with hoping you're happy. I want you to know that I have lived those moments with you the best and the worst. I was so happy when you graduated even though I could not afford a gift to give you. I see the happiness in your face when you post pictures with your partner. And even though the jealousy threatens to strangle me, I am strangely happy you found someone consistent enough to make you happy cause my hiccup of a life could never be enough for a soul such as you.  I can't be part of your life knowing I have nothing to offer you. But should fortune eventually smile on me, I will be like Gatsby. I'll throw elaborate parties with the hope you stumble in. I do not know what I would do or say but the thought that something I had done brought you to me would be enough.
In all those moments you probably thought I had forgotten about you but No amount of fire or freshness can challenge what a man will store up in his ghostly heart, and you are at the centre of mine. You'll always be the one Grace.

I meant it when I said I wanted to be with you forever.
Time just stretched out too long.

However, if the world had met a sudden end. Cutting short the length of time a few minutes after those words from my lips impregnated the ether,
Conceiving within you expectations I wasn't ready to uphold.

I would've been able to boast of loving someone truly.
But it wouldn't be so,
For the sun rose another day, and my forever was gone.
But for you it had only just begun.
Sometimes time lasts a little too long

She brings a goosebumps feeling,
Though without empathy does she shatter your bones, runs a spear through that which gives life.
If she could pay attetion she would hear the blood drops from pierced hearts.  
She's unware of the pain she inflicts,
Or the joy she brings

I can still recall when I first put my mouth on yours.
It felt like true love.
I felt the burn in my chest
And yeah truly everytime your lips and mine touch I still feel it..
I remember for a while I was ashamed to walk with you by my side.
Afraid of people watching when our lips touch
But then I really fell fall you and wanted to be with you everyday
I would happily walk with you not caring who saw us
It's only been a year and a lot has changed.
I no longer love the burn you give me,
I'm ashmamed I have you by my side.
To think I've chosen you over a lot of people.
I'm now barely hanging on. .

I'm disgusted by what you turned me into.
But it's hard to resist your sight.
Your lips look inviting.
And with every sip I'm drawn into your abyss
I feel the burn and stare into the empty cup..
I now distaste your mouth