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Jenni Renealynne Oct 2017
Just imagine giving someone everything.
Every little thing.
All your happiness , fears, sadness , tears.
Watch it get smashed to the ground .
Just as it meant nothing.
Just loving them as you watch them love someone else.
Just like you we’re not good enough.
That's how i feel when i love someone when they don't love me back.
Not good enough. Not worthy.
2.0k · Jan 24
Heart break
You broke my heart with no consequences
where are the cops?
You belong in jail ,
Heartbreak like this should be criminal ,
1.7k · Jan 24
I’m a survivor ,
If there’s one thing for sure abt myself. ,
I’m going to survive  ,
I will figure it out
776 · Jan 24
The stump of a tree
Our first mistake was carving our initials into a cut down tree ,
Our love was destined to break ,
643 · Jan 24
222
222
He said hours go by in twos with you,
2 was not my favorite number before,
But it’s my favorite now,
609 · Jan 24
Your life continues
604 · Sep 2017
pretty face like hers...
Jenni Renealynne Sep 2017
i do not have the confidence.
i do not have the popularity.
i do not have the gorgeous face.
i have sad thoughts.
suicidal thoughts.
mental breakdowns at 2 AM.
the struggle to sleep.
but , what i have that nobody can compare to ,
is my love.
i will love you like i've never loved before.
you will not find a love like mine.
but you can always find a pretty face like hers .
470 · Aug 2017
toxic
Jenni Renealynne Aug 2017
toxic.
your love,
was the drug
that I loved
great at first.
but killing .
but why did I come back
becuase you said
you loved me
and I belived you
I was blinded
lost.
462 · Oct 2017
puzzle.
Jenni Renealynne Oct 2017
I love the way the leaves change in the fall, and..
When they blossom , All around New Things to come.
new Things to discover.
life is like an Open canvas.
Rolling around in the spring air.
Unable to be stopped.
Never sad.
yeah that's the kind of life i wanna live.
Put the puzzle together.
400 · Jan 24
Over loved
To my childhood stuff animals,
     I think I’ll hold onto you,
379 · Oct 2017
Valuable
Jenni Renealynne Oct 2017
Everyone's life is valuable.
but when someone has
"depression"
They don't know what it is
they don't have it bad.
They're just sad , huh?
but , what if you're wrong?
you don't know
your words could end it all.
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357 · Oct 2017
The storm
Jenni Renealynne Oct 2017
storms,
rain,
clouds,
thunder,
& etc
they are all beautiful.
in nature of course,
but oh hell,
when "nature" becomes
your mind.
those storms and rain
aren't so beautiful.
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Jenni Renealynne Sep 2017
i linger in the bitter cold.
my eyes lost in the ocean of stars.
my mind pondering the last words we spoke.
"im sorry" i whisper as i become the bitter cold and the gorgeous stars.
i could not leave them.
so i became them.
271 · Aug 2017
mental abuse
Jenni Renealynne Aug 2017
scared
that is what i am.
you threaten
all day and all night
you make me fear love
you make me fear people just like you
then you lie to me through your teeth
claiming that you love me
and that you care
but you say the words i wanna hear
to make me forget
to make me believe you wont do
the awful things you say
you want me to keep you close
so you can hurt me the most
but why do i stay
why do i chose to get hurt
because you were suppose to love me most
a father is supposed to care about his little girl
not scare her into suicide
so this will be the last
last time we speak
last time you say those things
237 · Oct 2017
Nonsense
Jenni Renealynne Oct 2017
Meaning.
where's the meaning?
In the songs,
In the books,
& in life.
Where's the point?
What's the point?
To live?
Or shall die?
Where's the meaning,
to this insanity.
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237 · Sep 2017
the fire
Jenni Renealynne Sep 2017
the fire

i was the fuse.
you were the flame.
when those get close
the flame lights the fuse.
then the flame stays
then it's goes.
and that's what you did
you had your fun
you left.
i liked you flame .
the warmth .
the light .
the happiness it brought.
sadness when you left
i did not like.
although , i am used.
i still continue to love .
i continue to care .
although you killed my fuse
i still love you .
i was the fuse
and you were the flame...
234 · Sep 2017
your absence
Jenni Renealynne Sep 2017
your absence.

when you are gone
away from my body .
i crave you .
nothing ******
but the heat of you
to warm me
the sound of you voice
to calm me
your finger laced between mine
your chest against my head
to where i can hear that heart beat
and without you
i'm alone
i'm sad
i don't wanna be here
without you
because i love you
because you were my everything .
and now it's just
your absence
it's here
i don't like it
i'm a goner .
goodbye .
222 · Aug 2017
unknown
Jenni Renealynne Aug 2017
I am the unknown
the unknown soul.
I have unknown friends
an unknown lover.
you do not know me
because i am the unknown
but you don't care
to know the unknown.
although I am unknown
I know exactly who you are
you are the person
who makes me
the unknown .
I write my own work about me and my feelings.

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