Sow and sow to what reap?
The bounteousness of this world I can't keep,
The sky, the sun a fading promise,
Should I destroy myself or chant gods name?
But who will carry me out when I go insane,
For god shall disappear amidst my bane,
Who's rein will keep me sane?,
I can't devote myself to anything,
I can't be worshiped nor can worship,
Shall I let the famished night slip away my soul,
Must i dive that deeply in my own betrayal,
To have my reflection claim me blind,
Why must I dwell in this world claim it as my residence?,
For I wish so sublimely,
To not have a say,
To not be perceived nor noticed,
To be a satire way.
Winter sadness is getting to me y'all