I am the virus
How can I be blind to these warnings
No one is coming to save me
I can't save myself
I've been walking down a path to my own destruction
I am just a walking problem
This virus will haunt
It will take everything from me
I've been silent, still being torn apart
I'm just so sick an tired of here waiting
It's time to save myself

Going through with no energy
I have no emotions
My pills form me
Sometimes I smile
Doesn't mean I'm happy
Sometimes I smile
Doesn't mean I'm not crying
I legit feel like nothing
Just a robot doing human things
Going day by day with a low battery
Just winging it
Not really caring
But somehow I'm getting through

I'm clearly broken
My friends don't know what to do
None of my broken pieces fit
It's creeping out
Coming to get me
Things are looking grim
Holding on, I'm still breathing
Peace is gold through this pain
Hiding this grim behind the grin
Tortured by the memories I've left behind

I know you know me very well
Shoot, I don't even know much about myself
I always thought I wouldn't be with anyone else
I'd always call but you'd never answer
Then I think about our times with all the laughter
It would always numb my pain
Your stressing me out
Your killing me
I'm on the bed, screaming
I love it yet I hate it
Some nights I can't just take it
Although my friends demand me to get you out my mind
They don't even know how hard, how much I tried
You stress me out, you **** me
You pretty much ****** me up
I don't think you'll know about all the **** your putting me through
I don't know how to make it stop
My mind just keeps on coming back to you

Do you remember what we use to have
As if all our dreams were possible
All that existed was you and I
But distance torn us apart
Forgive me for all that I done wrong
Lead me back to where my heart belongs
Go back in time to where we started
What we have can't be discarded
Forever you made my day
I know that you doubt my words
I swear there will never be regret
We thought love was everlasting
What we had just can't be wasted
Silent thoughts were broken
And words that can't be taken back
But you mean so much more to me
Than anything I've ever known
I have hope for you tomorrow
That today you will return
Can we start again?
Go back in time to where we started

My brother, you love her
But don't give up on what you think
She'll be gone as fast as you can blink
She'll ****** you
She'll hurt you
She'll dry you as quick she can
She'll make you think like your no man
Oh my God
How can you deny your flood?
Thats flowing through you
You're saying she's all you desire
But she's not the water for your fire
Save yourself
She's nothing but bad for your health
Don't deny your flood
There is no need to spill your blood

You're the one that I love
And I'm saying, Goodbye

You'll stay in my heart
But you going out of my life

Love hurts
Fall off of a bridge
It hurts less

My depression is just lots love
Compressed in a glass ball...waiting to be caught
But overtime I try to throw it to someone
They flinch and it breaks on the ground