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Life is more than who we are….

an Artists Mind is like a maze of complexities that sink deeper than the sand.
Not even the depths of the oceans could understand.
Where madness Lives & Love reside.

I need to see the world again.
Stuck in this prison of my own making.
The walls close in on me, suffocating.
The light of everything I was meant to be.
My world becomes smaller.
With these thoughts of darkness and despair.

But Writing was always my peace.
my inner knowing, and light expressed.
Wasn’t it supposed to be?
The inner makings of beauty and love alike.
It’s how I survived.

It was My escape from the shadows that lingered beneath me.
And now they make their way up trying to reach me.

Maybe I should let them…reach me.
for a moment at least.
And finally face what I’ve been running from for all these years.
My fears.
And as she sits and waits for the ****.
I take her by surprise.
I don’t look away this time.
no longer afraid to face her, to know her, to see her for who she is….

She is but fear.
and she fears me,
as I once feared her.
She is me
and I am her.
My worst enemy is me.

Hmm but I guess She’s right….
I’d be more afraid of my light.

And she looked over at him….
Over from the stars.
Eyes brighter than the sky,

And whispered,
“I see God in you.”
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“It’s only but a Seed...”she said.

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“What a small and beautiful Wonder.”

We’ve met once before.

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In another Lifetime.

It was nothing but peace and ease in their minds.
A Comfort in their spirits with a light that dances through us..
like a symphony….

Each story written in a poetic unison;
liberating our musical spirits.
The earth turns again,
with every breath that We take.
And The music turns again,  
With every record we put on play,
Dancing through us..
Like a symphony.…
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We are a Direct Reflection of the
Universe...

Fallen stars of the collective.

We are the past,
the present,
and the future.

For There is no time where we come from.

Who’s to say…
That Time means nothing without limits.  No purpose, nor value,
no meaning behind it’s existence.

What is time if not wasted,  
…Given?
As we measure each & every limitation.    

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Time is a gift..

A gift given to us…

To the stars…

The stars of the collective.

And she looked over at him…
Over from the stars.  
Eyes brighter than the sky,

And whispered,  
“I see God in you.”
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For There is more than what meets the eye✨

To see further than the average….
More than the ignorant…
yet, humble enough to recognize that perfectionism can not be possible in this world.

It’s just….
that light….
that beautiful,
enticing light I feel most attracted to….

Like the wings of a night moth…
As it radiates towards what is familiar.

And yet…

I see the underestimating…
I recognize their energy,
their dark spirit,
Their shadows….
…that linger in the corner
of the enemy’s eye.

….It was a maze of Beauty and Madness.
Each thought painted with a different color; a different image.
A different kind of Magic.


Roses are red.
Violets are blue.

But you see…
Red was never really her color,  
and neither was blue.
Why couldn’t the Violets be violet, and the Roses be too.
F* it.
Let’s paint them yellow and green, orange and pink, even black and white too.

And so….
She left them all blank….
Waiting for the sky to turn green and the grass to turn blue.

As more than one person in this world, carries that same crazy as you do.
Crazy is a reflection of what we see in one another.
Crazy is nothing more than the perception of the perceiving.
Our darkest selves in the face of the other.
Co-existing with our brightest lights.
As we Try to balance it out just right.
That Beautiful, emotional, cunning Crazy.
Crazy is our indifference.
Crazy is our same.
Crazy is You
&
Crazy is Me

Your Darkness doesn’t like my Light.

Bc It gets too close to your own.

I believe in many realms.
Many galaxies and other things that may contain them.
Many Worlds.
After all,
What would ours be.
What would time look like in a frame?
Captured in a single moment,
held in stasis by the apathy that exists.
As The world spins to our chosen reality.
Within every beauty that captivates us.
A smile exists in a fiction we learned from a fantasy.

Always carry that power with you.
Protect it.
And remember that it’s yours.
The Light is a powerful energy you can use to defeat your enemies.
The Light of Love.
And Love is and will always be the most powerful.
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I know what Real feels like.
When it’s real there are no games.
No shame to be ourselves.
No limits to our desires and dreams, not even our own self-destruction.
  
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I see you…
Your eyes tell me everything I need to know.
Yah…..That fall looks pretty steep.
As I Inch closer to the edge every time we meet.
Adrenaline exceeds.
So I step back about 10 feet.
Yah….That fear, it gets me too.
Losing myself for a moment, as I dance in the darkness of my own shame.
Becoming Self-destructive in my own way.
But I’ve played this game before.
As I convince myself that this can only be fleeting.

Bc….if you have lost a love….
a love so deep that the world stopped spinning.

I guess,
The game can seem tolerable for a while.
But only for a while.

And when I’m ready….

I’ll jump, if you jump….

Hoping that it’s you.
on the Edge.
waiting for me.
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Don’t let your anger defeat you.

You’re better than that.

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#selflove

I’m everywhere, can’t you see.
In every light that surrounds you.
Even the night’s sky has stars.

This line states nothing.
This statement says nothing.
To feel nothing.
Lost in no thought
No time
No worries.
Just this peaceful sound
Of Silence.
Among These Melancholy Trees
that speak nothing.
Because the wind speaks whispers and my heart feels empty.
But these trees stand sturdy and that’s why I sit with them.

I feel like I fit there,

That place in time.

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Maybe

Love just changes

Like Time

Take me there.
Take me To the place where you get lost.
Lost in your thoughts of love and reason.
Take me to the place where you surrender to freedom.
That part of you that No one else belongs to.
I’d like to see that beautiful place of loneliness;
where the spirit flys freely.
And magic exists.
Take me there.

It was different this time,
Staring back at me with all its mysterious
wonder.

I swear I saw you in it.
Radiating your color,

Vibrant and glowing.

You must have found me,
In the midst of the
unknowing.

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