When nothing is left,
I won't tell you,
What I'm about to do.

Forever, that feeling of spent!!

Indecisions, clouded with tunnel vision,
funneled down to one last thought.

It boomerangs back to me,
while the rest scatter,
from a catapult.

locked in a blanket of fog,
a frozen state,
and the blood red stain
I think about fate

This soul is begining to bleed!!

Fear is spreading through me
and my mind cannot rest,
Paranoia follows me
like some kind of pest!!

I have faded away,
then fell out of place.
I can't remember myself.
I've been replaced!!

I have no memory,
It memory has gone blank
Thoughts been erased
they have all been replaced

"A BLUE SHADE OF SICKNESS"
Is what causes the pain
I won't go away
It wont even wane!!

Death haunting me,
like screams from a nest,    
The pistol is my grip
on my lip it rest!!

To decide not to stay
or live in this place.
Its just to hard to scream
without a face!!

I slip into the void
to escape all the noise
Because,
when it all turns black
there is no going back.......

When the end of time
is running ever so late
It feels like forever
is never the same

I'm lost and alone
who wants to be me
there is no light here
and no reason to breath

I try to decide
where to run and hide
my shadow wont follow
the light is not on my side

My history is for sale
because thoughts remain stale
so why is my life
ever so pale?

Only vacant stares left
feeling empty inside
I can't rest my mind
or even my eyes

Where left to go
when memories have been sold
to be someone else
STILL LOST AND ALONE...............

When i am so far down,
  that my troubles are blue.
  no lower to sink,
  I'm just as troubled as you.
                                            
  As i look All around                      
  and I soak up the rays
  You stand behind me,
  right there you stay.                        
  
  I hurt on the inside
  and you have got none
  flat on the pavement,  
  having no fun.
  
  I'm just the figure that cast
  and your left beside.                          
  So dismal we feel,                                
  distressed and combined.                        
    
  Were faulty and fragile,
  to troubled to guide.
  I move to the dark,
  so contrast can hide.
                          
  Just cause i hurt,                        
  does not mean you deserve.                        
  Feeling no worth,
  just to observe.........

When the sunshine gets lost,
and I'm all alone
Time is forever and still.
Remnants of the sane
remain discarded and gone.
It's cold here and souls divide,
only to remain vacant and up for sale...

When nothing is left,
I won't tell
what I'm about to do.

Forever, that feeling of spent.

Indecisions clouded with tunnel vision,
funneled down to one last thought.
It boomerangs back to me,
while the rest scatter
from a catapult.

In a frozen state
locked in a blanket of fog
that surrounds me
and the blood red stain
This soul is begining to bleed.

Fear is spreading through me
and my mind can not rest!!
Paranoia follows me
like some kind of pest.

I have faded away
then fell out of place.
I can't remember myself
and I'm far from free...

When estranged from myself
and no farther to fall.
No feeling inside
none left at all.

Fracture my heart as
It shatters I pause.
to hold up in time
away from cause.

Derailed and Derange
I've forsaken the cause.
Hell pulls on my soul
all thanks to being lost.

Rearranged ideations to
block out the flaws
crippled again
with only six feet to fall...

I go home
I feel like a ghost
just floating alone.

I'm stuck in my head
It's to troubled to rest,
I struggle to find
what happens next.

My bodies in need
of getting some sleep
or maybe my soul
had just been released.

I think about things,
to many they breed,
hold onto the ones
that no one should think,

Hoping to find
some drive inside
or just steer myself clear
But I can't decide.

What should i do
try on a new pair of shoes?
or just pick up the banjo
and start singing the blues.

Social distortion they,
that guys insane?
but singing comes out
in the middle of rage.

Start clearing my mind
with a Dump Truck beside,
to sort out the bad one
so you won't run to Hide....

One day I Crave,
to burn this place,
Forget it All
set it Ablaze!!

Off to a New Place.
Wonder who I should Be,
with thoughts in My Mind,
I hope You can't See??

This Minds getting Lost,
it's far from free,
it sails for now
but it's going to Cost.

As I move on along,
it's time to go.

With feelings so Vacant,
they can't be Sold.
So don't ask Why anymore,
I just have to Go!!

With only Ashes remain,
nothing to Conceal.
So why do I Feel,
how no one should Feel.
Just Yesterday.

I thought I was Fine,
Times Running late,
as I'm Falling behind!!

Washed up on Shore.
A Pile of Bones,
why In the Hell
won't you Leave Me Alone?!!?.

As Strange as this Feels,
I've Gone Astray,
Why is the End So Far away??

I now Hear the Voices.
As Loud as Forever,
just standing in line,
to Wait for the Never.

I'm approaching normal,
still hollow inside.
I fake All My Feelings,
cause I can't Decide.

What's left of My Mind.
It's Far from Over.
It's just begun,
so I'm leaving Now.
to Find Room just for One...