I have to say,
You’re my guilty pleasure.
You make me smile and squirm all in one moment.
You appreciate me.
You love me.
You adore me.
Never stop being my guilty pleasure,
Because my love you’re all I need.

Who would I be without you?
Who am I?
Is it even worth it?
Tell me…
Who would I be?
Who should I be?
Cause I don’t even know who I want to be.
But you,
No matter what.
Who would I be without you.
Thank you for the lessons you taught me.
The love you gave.
Without you who would I be.
Who?

Validate me.
Tell me it’ll all be ok.
Tell me I’m ok.
Am I?

You get me so high baby,
I just love getting high with my baby.  
Wanna grind and get high with my baby.
Bite your lip,
I just love getting high with my baby,
Get high with my baby.
Wanna love and talk to my baby.
I just love getting to have and be with my baby.
I love getting high with my baby,
Get high with my baby.

Need you ever know me,
The real me,
Beware cause I’m needy.
I’m stubborn
But I love with all my heart,
And will stop at nothing for the people I care for.
I try not to make it known,
But I always want love like a love sick puppy,
Which makes it bitter sweet.
I crave love and acceptance.
Just like any love sick fool.
I love the idea of love but am terrified,
I’m scared of the pain it could cause,
So I’m weary.
But I try to make sure my family knows I love them.
I’m just needy.
I love to be needed,
But again I fear that the love isn’t real.
I’m just really needy.

Bodies close
Almost dancing.
Sweat dripping
Hearts pumping.
Kisses all over your body.
Sweet song of moans,
I love the way you make me feel.
I never want it to end,
Let me love you.
I’ll love you good and strong.
When we’re apart I miss you,
You beautiful soul.
You give me hope,
Love wins,
Love hurts,
Love feels like home,
Love is electric,
We are electric.

I cry myself to sleep at night.
I dream of ocean eyes and fire burning through my soul.
I dream of passion and love.
But I’m hiding.
I don’t know anything anymore.
I’m burnt out like a roachie in an ash tray.
But I still hope.
I still dream.
I’m still alive inside.
It’s just buried deep down inside.
I wish I could say I was genuinely happy but that’s a lie. But I’m working on it.
I might be burnt out but the fires still inside me.
Just wait,
Till I let it out and pour out my soul to you.
Cause I will.
And like mine your heart might turn cold or start to cry like a hungry newborn.
But don’t worry we’re gunna be ok.
Eventually.
We’ll be reborn into something bigger and better my true loves and passions and drives will come to light and so will I.
I will shine like the brightest star in the sky.
Just wait.
I might be burnt out but I’m not dead yet.
I’m hoping to live long and prosper learning something new everyday and living as if each day could be my last.
But at least everything would be worth  my while.
Cause I’m smart and creative and strange but funny and as loyal as hades hell hounds.
Im going to be free.
Release my wings and fly.
Dream.
Live.
Learn.
And love.