Eva - Hello Poetry

Eva Mar 2023

Hard.

It’s really hard to be sweet, loving, and kind
After I found out the man I love is no longer just mine.
He’s a man who loves the women of the streets,
A man who doesn’t even clean his own sheets,
Who I believed had once swept me off my feet
Really, he swept underneath my feet
Eternally cursing me.

#cheater #liar #***** #disgusting

Eva Feb 2023

Acid Rain

What I want so badly
Is to be who I was before you had me.
My unspoken desire
Is to pour acid rain on our dimming fire.
I wish I could say I have no regrets
But I can’t help that
Overwhelming sensation of neglect
When you walk away
But come back so we can reconnect.
You leave me in tears, with time to bitterly reflect.
I’m left to question if I’m stuck in a shallow love with no respect.

Eva’s back.

Eva Jan 2022

SM…H

Walking heartache
Daily headache
You’ll be the end of me.

You’re a stone cold brute
I want a shot, but don’t know how to shoot.
Everything seems impossible with you.

So, why do I care? Why do I stay?
Maybe I’ll figure myself out some day.

#english #british #crush

Eva Jan 2022

I’ve Become…

An empty shell,
Whose life is hell.
A hollow soul;
A shallow well.

A sorrowful spirit engrossed with woes,
Bits and pieces of me no one knows.

Superficially, I reveal myself
Neglecting to reflect my mental health.
Scared for myself and seeking help,
But it all fails
and goes to Hell.

How I’m feeling on this fine NYE with no one to bring in the New Year with. 2021 has been a rollercoaster for me and I’ve ended up neglecting myself again. I’m seeking help and feeling lost.

Eva Nov 2020

Our Journey

In our walk through this journey of love:
You had no shoes so I gave you mine,
You grew weary so I eased your mind.
The world was brutal so I was kind.
We had no money, but we had time.
Your heart was lost, but I came to find.
We were down on luck, but lied like we were fine.

During these rough times of being in love during a pandemic/episemic/recession we find our way.

#recession #pandemic #depression #love #hardship #growth

Eva Feb 2020

Never Enough

I give you the world
Just for you to complain
That I didn't give you the Moon, too.

Some people can have it all and still be dissatisfied.

#love #world #growth #sacrifice #moon #luna

Eva Dec 2019

Before and Now

There was a time before
I met the one I adore
Now I’m in love and know for sure
There is no such thing as “after” mi amor.