I melt with the way you look at me Rejoicing in the sunlight that is your attention I feel as if I could float Until a meteorite hits The reminder that you don't feel the same The reminder that I'm not what you want I hate that I feel this way for you Because no matter how I admit it I feel so deeply So much more deeply than an average being Because my emotions are intense This feeling flows in tidal waves Crashing against me in a pattern of warm and freezing Warm being the moments I feel like a star in your constellation The freezing being the reminder that you're a galaxy away My heart stammers consistently Whether skipping a beat at the positive attention Or stuttering at the depression at every turn You do not want me As I want you And I tell myself that's okay But it truly hurts
Makeup Fake face Skin deep Last place Trauma Drama Fakers Makers People fight To survive through the night Keys between fingers Acrylic nails sharp enough to harm “Pick up the pace” Turns into a race To get home In the dark
The music hits a crescendo The floor, an open space No other dancers We're being watched But it feels like it's just us We dip and twirl, spin and whirl, Dancing, Laughing, Smiling, Waltzing, Amongst the stars that brought us to each other
Soft kisses echo through the cavern of my chest The cavern that once was darkest in its depths There is light there now Brought to you by the heart that is lit aflame The flame Brought to you by the echoes Caused by your soft kisses
I am a hopeless romantic And you, are becoming the light of my life I see you message me And I can't help but squeak A smile blooms across my features, As all the dark creatures go crawling away And I can't wait to wake up to a new day To say hello to you You take my breath away And make me say I'm happy again