How can this ever possibly be,
That this would ever happen to me,
No not another day,
How could life even find another way,
To hurt my heart and melt my soul,
I guess I will just never be whole,
Another way to feel alone,
As I wither from skin to bone,
My body shake shivers then stops,
Yes I wither like freshly poisoned crops,
Nothing left to fear,
I guess this means the end is near,
I shed my last silent tear,
Before I tell you all goodbye.....

I want to tell you not to grow up,
Stay away from aging don't drink from that cup,
Its a hard pill to swallow when you see,
That your born to change and to change is to be,
To be what you need,
Be love be passion be hope be greed,
Life is about finding out who you are despite these things,
No matter what troubles or trials life brings,
Even if it burns or aches or stings,
Do this and you can sit amongst the kings,
I want to say all these things and so much more,
But my voice is gone just like out of mouth my tongue was tore,
Lost in a mist of what is right and wrong,
This poem should be wisdom in the form of a song,
But i am left here to weep over these things and just say,
I love you for now and my wisdom is best spoken another day.

My mind drifts so far away,
My heart slows as it begs me not to stay,
In this reality we are like cattle marked with a brand,
So we must find our way to our own Never-land,
We spread the our wings or ride our kites,
We could fly by day or through the cover of many nights,
  A place we can go where we long to be,
A place where our dreams play as they always longed to be free,
Whether our Never-land is a Island or Planet,
Whether its a house made of logs or a cave laden with granite,
A place that is wild or peaceful and silent,
A home filled with love or broken and violent,
We all have a place we would rather inhabit,
From the largest of foxes to the tiniest rabbit.

I think of you and my soul turns to stone,
I think of you i feel cold and alone,
My voice to a shallow withdrawn tone,
My spine shivers along with every ****** bone,
The crown on my head falls straight to the ground,
The glass its made of shatters with one loud sound,
My heart will drop like the beat of a song,
My days will draw on and on so long,
Weary i fall so slowly down into my bed,
I lie down to hide from the thoughts in my head,
CAUSE YOUR STILL THERE

I look down a tunnel and all I can see,
Is so many bright lights shining at me,
And i realize just how beautiful life can be,
I try to understand why sometimes i am sad,
And thinking about it just makes me get mad,
But I smile each time at the end,
Fire away life I will conquer each trial you send,
Come around every corner a hardship begins,
But in the end I am the hero who always wins,
Don't ever think you can challenge me and friends,
We have gone through many trials through all of life's bends,
And I still smile through it all,
And  I will still stand tall,
!CAUSE I FOUND PEACE!
Dedicated to: SMH

I had a meaning but now i am lost,
I must be unlucky that this thought my mind crossed,
I thought that i could sustain,
that which i cannot obtain,
And now i fell feel lost,
Lost Lost Double Heart Crossed,
Drowning in a river of dreams,
That sinking deep between the board's cracks and seams,
Lost, empty, pointless, and broken,
Ask me how i am feeling? Fine, enough spoken,
I am doing fine
FEELING
INTENSELY
NEGATIVE
EVERYDAY
But some reason i feel lost in every way,
What should have been a burden off my chest,
Is this constant feel of sorrow and unrest,
I brought somone into my life and made them my all,
I thought they would love me forever if i could stand tall,
But wearing stilts will never help those who are hard to love,
when you feel dead inside nothing can help you stand above,
The feelings that you are lost in,
The feelings deep within,
The feelings that grasped the mind heart and soul,
Only end up eating me Whole,
Save Our Ship,
Here's A Tip,
Don't have hopes for the things you cant have now,
Only hope that one day you can .