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was never a sin
it was a gift
from the universe
to remind us
that we are gods

The tears
trickled down my cheeks
like the rain on window panes
once again I was left alone
to suffer in vain
with the memories of a love
that will forever remain
a haunting that will eventually
drive me insane

I knew
love would **** me
a death I openly accepted
what better way to die
than being madly in love
and feeling alive

I loved her in a way
that couldn’t be explained
an obsession that drove me insane
a love as beautiful as the rain
fotos and memories is all that remains

Sometimes
being alone
is all you know
locked away
in your own mind
as the people walk on by
once in awhile they say hello
but eventually they all go
then you’re back to being alone

Our lips
pressed against each other
in fear of letting go
a meeting of adoration
that never got old

I was tired
of talking to myself
so I decided to write
now I talk to myself
amongst an audience

Ask
any man and he’ll agree
women are the most beautiful creatures you’ll ever see

She
dripped across my lips
leaving a taste of lust and sin
a hunger I couldn’t control
wanting to devour her from
within

Once again
life has burdened me
with the reality
that not all is simple and sweet
but cruel and full of deceit
simply explained
that all love
is balanced with pain

I decided
I’m not going to lose weight
because my love handles have been
by my side through thick and thin
a love like no other
better than my double chin

She
had an amber glow
that warmed my soul
like mother’s chicken soup
on a cold December morning

I
remember a time
when an imaginary friend
was real
and portable phones were
make believe

I must confess
she was alluring
I was curious and excited
like a child
on Christmas morning

As I grow older
it seems I attend more funerals
than weddings
it’s quite confusing sometimes
trying to distinguish between the two

She had a smile
that drove me wild
I smiled and giggled
like a child
a beauty I couldn’t deny
every time she caught my eye

She said
I had a way with words
a tongue
that spoke to her soul
leaving a sense
of curiosity

Our tongues
intertwined
frolicking in the slippery depths
that can only be described as
a lingual dance of love

Winter
had a way of
reminding me
that you couldn’t  have light
without darkness
balancing my soul
telling me
to crawl back
into my dark hole

I
was in complete darkness
an emptiness never felt before
then I awoke
without a single memory of the dark
an eerie feeling of death lingering
down to the marrow of my bones
a darkness I fear one day will return

My heart
weeps
reminiscing of evenings
spent on the beach
staring into the amber light
that once was a devotion so strong
not even the tides could wash
the stain of our love
away

rainy day
like today
is a perfect way
for us to lay
underneath the covers
devouring each other
in every which way
until the next day

I
was in utter loneliness
trapped in between
the walls of my mind  
forced to create a universe
that only I found divine
on the outside
I was just a face with a smile
all along on the inside
her and I were floating
down the Nile

Days
Like today
Make it hard to
Say
That my heart breaks
Every time you go away
Until the next time
You come and stay
I’ll cry inside
Every day

It was women
like you
who inspired men
like me
into existence

She
was a star
that once was
the center of my universe
now fading in the distance

Some
people are as false
as my teeth

Foreplay
begins in the mind
and finishes
when she does

Who
ever thought the devil
looked like a man
was obviously fooled by her

Solitude
a place
deep in my mind
I hid from the world
until the demons came
nowhere to go
insanity took over
I was free

Romance
was us laying in bed
listening to French classics
as the warm summer breeze
made the white curtains frolic
on a Sunday afternoon

She tickled
my curiosity
just enough
to keep me
fascinated
with the simplest
gestures of kindness

Death
was the gift
we all wanted
but were too scared to accept

She
was a goddess
her touch
softened my heart with emotion  
I dropped to my knees
offering her my full devotion

And they
danced and sang in jubilation
although all was not well
they were grateful for every morning
their eyes were greeted by the sun
and that alone was reason enough
for celebration

She
was my guilty pleasure
an innocent sin
that no man could condemn
without hypocrisy

I
stared endlessly
at her voluptuous lips
her voice
like a smooth jazz
on a rainy day
caressing  my ears
while the raindrops
pelted the window panes
eagerly wanting to taste
the sounds leaving her mouth

We sat
in the back of your pick up truck
holding hands
watching the waves crashing in
the salty wind in our faces
as the sun set
painting our souls gold
words were no longer spoken
we just watched the world grow old

The somber night
left a subtle breath of tranquility
after the sunrise brought a long day
of discomfort and turmoil
a hopelessness overturned
by the nights crisp air
reassuring our heavy heads
as they touched our pillows
before slumber

I am
a hopeless romantic
always looking for a sign
a love like no other
simply divine

***
between two people
should be effortless
a series of seamless emotions
intertwined within each other
creating a moment unaffected
by time

I hid her
in a deep corner
of my mind
even talked to her
all the time
I read her books
kept her safe
until one day
she wanted
my face
I told her
“Baby, please don’t despair!”
She replied
“ it’s not fair! “
I didn’t want anyone to know  
that she was
there

Cheap printed sheets
On an old lumpy mattress
blankets piled up at the feet
At the head
Flattened pillows stained yellow
We were becoming bedfellows
Throwing her shoes on the floor
She wasn’t there for the decor
Just cheap thrills
Looking for someone to fulfill
Moaning and gasping my name
Anything to forget her pain
Even for a little while
I definitely cracked a smile
And maybe for a moment I felt special
An old  man claiming his vessel
She was a hot piece of *** on fire
I had no intention of getting tired
screaming like a banshee in the night
Validating my manhood felt so right
Afterwards she said
“ I have to go home “
I replied “Baby don’t leave me alone “
she said
“My husband needs to know”
Her heart was full of cold
Right there I knew she was a menace
But somedays
I wasn’t sure who was suppose to be jealous